Save Me

21

Brian's pov
When Deacy and I were finished we served dinner and everyone seemed to love it. We talked about Queen and other music-related stuff. But John hadn't said a word. And I could see Freddie had noticed.
"John, I heard you were making a new song right? How is that going?" I asked him so he wouldn't be silent the whole time.
"Yeah it's great I-It's not finished yet but it sounds good." He replied while looking up.
Paul nodded, he seemed very interested in music. He was perfect for Freddie, too perfect. I didn't trust the guy, he acted a bit strange.

At the end of the night, Paul went home and Freddie went with him. I knew what they were going to do tonight and I didn't like it. Roger went to bed early so it was just me and John downstairs. We sat on the couch.

"And how was it?" I asked him.

"Uhm terrible." He laughed even though I could see he was hurting.

"Time for a drink then!" I replied while I stood up and took two glasses and a bottle of whiskey. We both emptied the glass in one go and took another glass full. And another, and another. Until the bottle was empty. We were super drunk and we were dancing without music.

"So John, have you ever smoked weed?" I asked him while I put my hand in the air.

"No" He whispered while laughing. I laughed too. "Let me tell you a secret. Johnyboy." I said while John walked over to me almost falling over his own foot.

"I haven't either, Pffttt hahaha." I laughed and fell down on the couch still laughing, John did the same.

We sat there for about a minute when it got silent again. "I've never done a lot in my life actually," John said suddenly with a serious tone. I nodded. "Me neither, I've loved someone for more than ten years and haven't told him once!"

I didn't notice I just outed myself. But John didn't seem to care I was talking about a guy.

"Well, who is then? Do I know him?" he asked.

"Yeah, you do." I started laughing again.

"It's Roger," I said while we both started laughing.