You're the only one I want (Delirious x Vanoss)

Let me end this (chapter 7)

Delirious POV

I continue to look at the sky, by now I didn't care what happens to me. I rather have a wild animal come maul me.

I feel my phone start to buzz. It was from Nogla. I ignore it, I don't want to deal with anyone right now.

"Go away all of you. I can't trust anyone anymore." Suddenly,  I hear barking.

"Shut up. Just shut up." I see that it was my dog, I couldn't help but smile. She chased me down.

"Hey baby." I look at her in eyes and start to hug her. She starts to whimper and lay down right next to me.

"Don't worry I'm okay." I tell her. I lean on a tree while she stayed on my lap. My phone which was still buzzing never stopped to where I checked it one more time.

It was Evan this time.

"Jonathan where are you?! Please tell me where you are! I'm sorry! Just let me explain the situation." I throw my phone, and my dog lifted up her head.

"It's nothing." As I patted her head. I look at the razors and reached out for one. I took off the safe guard and went towards my neck.

Then stopped, I couldn't do it. Not in front of my precious dog.

"Hey baby. Go find Vanoss, Nogla, Mini, and Lui. Then bring them back home." She got up and wagged her tail then bolted away. I smiled and started to reminisce about the times I had with her. She was always there when I was down, always by my side when I had a bad day, and always there to protect me from myself. I start to tear up knowing this day may actually be the day I'm leaving  her alone...forever.

-time skip- (oh god I feel so bad!)

Vanoss POV

I'm crying and out of breath. Nogla, Mini,  and Lui are right behind me calling Jonathan's name. We stop by the park that we use to hang out in and then the stores. He was no where, I start to panic and hyperventilate.

"JONATHAN! WHERE ARE YOU!?" I fall down to my knees and cried even harder.

"Evan! Nows not the time! We have to find him!" Lui started to pull my arm so I can get back on my feet.

"No I can't." I look at my phone and threw it.

"Fuckin messages! Fuckin tyler! Why the hell does he have to get involved in everything!?"

I hear barking in the distant.

"Hey!" Nogla shouted "it's Delirious' s dog!" I see that it was actually the dog. I brought out my hand and motioned for her to come here.

"Hey. Where's Delirious? Where's Jonathan?" She barked a few times and dashed the same way she came from. We all followed her, passing a mini mart first and then she vanished into the woods.

"Delirious can't be in there. Can he?" I said out loud.

"Dude at this point. Anything could have happened." Mini pointed out. We all dashed in after her, we heard whimpering and then saw Jonathan's motionless body filled with cuts. He was heavily bleeding from his arms and neck. His dog was right next to him whimpering, and what it seem liked crying as well.

I ran to him and checked for a pulse. I feel one, but it was faint.

"Oh my god! Guys call 911!"

Why what happened!?" Nogla shouted, "oh my god! Delirious!" He was crying. "Why would you do this to yourself!?" Lui was the one to call 911. Once the ambulance arrived and we all headed to the hospital. Of course we begged to have his dog come along since he would be heart broken not to see his baby.

-time skip-

Delirious POV

I wake up in the hospital.

"Oh god. Why am I here?" Suddenly a nurse came into my view and said,

"I'm glad you're awake. You have a lot of scars on your body. Want to tell me why?"

"It's nothing. I know this is a stupid question, but can I get my dog?"

"Is your dog a pitbull?"

"Yeah why?"

"She's in the waiting room here I'll go get her."

"Thank you ma'am. " she left the room and all was quiet.

I wait there, hoping to see my baby. Instead I see Evan, Mini, Lui, Nogla, and my baby.

"Jonathan you're okay!" Evan came up beside me and gave me a peck on the cheek.

I ignored him. He figured I still wouldn't talk to him

"Let me explain. Tyler was making fun if us and I didn't like it when he was being rude."

"So you made a bet?" I said.

"Just to make him shut up." Evan started to tear up. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I really do love you. I know it isn't a good reason but I just wanted us to be happy."

"Vanoss. Just let me end this." He started to look down. Then I grabbed his face and kissed it.

"I'll forgive you this time, next time just tell him to fuck off. And say no one probably wants to kiss him either." Mini , Nogla, and Lui created a group hug involving my dog. I once again felt happy. But I still felt horrible for what I did.

"Jonathan." Evan Said,

"Yeah?"

"Don't do that again."

"Yeah whatever." We laughed. I spent the next 3 days in the hospital. I finally came home to see a welcome back party.

Evan and I were still happy and we forgot all about Tyler and Marcel.