Vanoss POV
Yes! A day of recording with Delirious. Every time we play a game together I feel closer to him. We were playing gmod and Delirious was willing to let us use his server. I called Marcel, Tyler, and Lui first just to give Jonathan (Delirious) some time to set up.
"Hey!" I called out " you guys ready to play?" Marcel groaned
"Do we have to play with Delirious?"
"Why what's wrong with him?" I asked. There was nothing but silence for a few seconds until Tyier spoke up.
"He's a fuckin' wuss. Delirious can't play games worth shit man. With him around it ain't fun."
"Well just because you guys don'y enjoy playing with him doesn't mean anything to me. I like playing games with Delirious." I said in defense. Tyler scoffed at my remark and said,
"What are you his boyfriend Evan? Is Delirious's pathetic self getting at your heart? Face it. You only feel bad for him." As Tyler continued to talk, my anger started to build up. I hate it when Marcel and Tyler start talking shit about Jonathan. That isn't right. Lui knew I was getting upset so he decided to change the subject in a way.
"Hey guys. Let's get recording. Vanoss add Delirious to the call." and so I did. He greeted us with happiness in his voice. For one Marcel and Tyler didn't say anything mean to him until Delirious shouted in the mic causing it to screech. As a result we all took off our headset. I heard Delirious throw his on the ground and after that I heard Marcel and Tyler shouting at him. I didn't even bother putting my headset since I couldn't do anything for Delirious. He doesn't know I like hin.
What if he liked me back? No. Delirious liking me? Only in my dreams. He probably hates me since it seems like I'm always on Marcel and Tyler's side. But it isn't like that. I care so much about him, I just wish I can find a way to tell him. I'll have o think about it later. Back in the game we were playing a scare map. Everything was fine, we all had our laughs but Jonathan was very quiet in the game. I decided not to point it out. When we entered the sewers Delirious accidently pushed a button on the wall, killing us. Yet again Marcel and Tyler got mad. Making him feel useless, and pathetic. I remained quiet, even though I really wanted to shout at them.
Delirious defended himself only to be shut down by Tyler. He did one of his fake yawns and told us he was heading to bed. My heart shattered, he was deeply hurt and I sat there not helping my best riend...not just my best friend, but a person that I cared about and loved. Once he said goodby the best thing I could say was,
"Bye buddy." and he left the call. I then slammed my hand on the keyboard and shouted at Marcel and Tyler.
"What the fuck is wrong with you guys!?"
"What?" They replied back sounding clueless.
"Does it make you happy to know that you're making Delirious feel pathetic and useless?! Every time we play something you guys bring him down and make him feel like shit!" Marcel started to stutter
"E-Evan. We aren't trying to be mean. W-We're just messing around, honestly. If we hurt his feelings I'm sorry, but-"
"No." I cut Marel off from speaking, "Don't say sorry to me, you should be saying sorry to Jonathan! He's the one putting up with your crap!" Lui tried to calm me down, but I was infuriated. How dare Marcel say they were joking around! I ended the call with Tyler and Marcel before they spoke and recalled Lui.
"Aye, Evan you alright man?"
I sighed, "Yeah kind of. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout so loud." I rubbed my face and checked the time. It was 3:13 AM.
"Evan maybe you should call Jonathan just to make sure he's alright. He did sound pretty hurt when he left the call."
"Yeah I will. I'll talk to you late Lui."
"Alright, bye."
"Bye." I ended the skype call and grabbed my phone. I scrolled to Jonathan's name and texted him.
"Hey. Are you alright?" I waited and waited and waited.. Never getting a response. I felt a little bit upset. Did Deliroius feel like he can't talk to me? Does he feel like he can't open up to me?
"God damn it!!! I'm your best friend! And I can't even help you when you really need it!! I'm so sorry Jonathan." I went to my bed and laid down. I clutched my head and waited to fall asleep. I finally did only to feel completely useless inside.
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You're the only one I want (Delirious x Vanoss)
Fanfiction"Hey Vanoss!" Delirious was trying to get in a good angle to snipe Vanoss. Just as he was about to pull the trigger, his screen turned grey and his body flopped to the ground. Delirious heard Vanoss laughing "God damn it Vanoss!!" Delirious laughe...
