" Congratulations, you are getting married! Start packing your bags, you're leaving for Japan in a week."Those were the first words my father has spoken to me in two years. A simple nod ended our 'conversation', and I was again left alone in my room. In his seventeen years of being my father, he never once called my name - he didn't give me one, to begin with. He never introduced me to guests, he never brought me to family meetings and he never once considered me his daughter.
I was never part of the family picture. My appearance is enough to prove it. My biological mother was a maid from the middle east who was one of the many women my father enjoyed spending the night with. The only thing I know from her is that she died giving birth to me. I wasn't a product from love and it was obvious from the role I was given in this household. I have none.
I am nothing.
Unlike my sisters, I barely received any form of education. I don't own any pretty dresses or jewelry. I don't eat with the rest, I don't speak with the rest, I don't exist in the eyes of the rest. I spend my time in the books. Most of my education and understanding of the world comes from the books I read.
I am nothing.
I am not loved, not cherished, not known, not important, not remembered and not needed. Until now. Now I'm a tool used for political purposes and as always I will do what I was told because
I am nothing.
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Hanabi
Historical FictionFear is an illusion humans create. Fear of death - the unknown, of losing those whom we cherish in our hearts. Of losing what we have the privilege to call 'ours'. Of being forgotten. This illusion called 'fear' is unknown to me. I don't fear death...