Hanabi

Fear is an illusion humans create. Fear of death - the unknown, of losing those whom we cherish in our hearts. Of losing what we have the privilege to call 'ours'. Of being forgotten.
This illusion called 'fear' is unknown to me. I don't fear death as it is not unknown to me. I own nothing - have nothing or no one to claim as 'my own'.I am cherished by no one.
I cannot be forgotten as I am known by no one. My existence is as meaningful as the dust on the ground.
Then why? Why are my thoughts and emotions unsettled since you came into my life? Why does my heart race when I meet your gaze? Why do I feel uneasy at the thought of you forgetting me? Why do I feel like crying when the thought comes up of losing you? Why, since I met you, did I became familiar with the once unknown illusion - fear?

! NOTICE: Story contains mature content.