Metanoia

5

*Stiles*

It's the first full moon since the witch spelled the pack. I made sure Peter and Chris could at least come and help me because Deaton was out getting supplies to reverse the spell. We had everyone down in the training room and the werewolves chained up or in a pen (Issac and Liam) because they are too small to chain up. They've all been irritable since last night, Well almost all of them. Ethan and Aiden have been clingy which is weird and Issac won't leave Scott's side. So I'm sitting on the ground with Ethan and Aiden attached to my sides and Scott is sitting in the pen with Issac in his lap and Liam cuddled up to him. 

"Is everyone okay?" I asked

"For now, but I know the pull is getting worse." Derek said. Jackson, Malia, Erica, Boyd, Scott and Liam agreed. 

"Why do you think the moon is affecting the twins and Isaac differently?" -Chris

"I don't know maybe.........Wait, it might be my fault."

"What did you do?"

"I didn't do it on purpose. The twins help me a lot around the house and as you know are back in that six year old mindset so I might be treating them more like children and Isaac gets nightmares a lot remember." 

"Stiles did you do it without thinking?" 

"Obviously Der."

"What did you do Stiles?"-Peter

"I'm a Soul Spark according to Deaton so magic based on belief which is why I'm pretty sure I wasn't affected by the spell. So, I might have unconsciously hoped that they didn't get any probelms from the full moon and being werewolves."

"Stiles."-Lydia

"It's not like I did it on purpose."

"No, not that. You're supernatural and didn't tell us?"
"I told Derek like two days ago."

"But why didn't you tell us sooner?"

"It didn't become a forefront until after the Nogistune and you all were avoiding me sort of, then there was the Dread Doctors and the Ghost Riders and then the witch so.... I kinda forgot. But that's why I don't think the witches spell worked."

"Stiles..."-Christ

"Yeah..."
"Did you at least tell Deaton?"

"Obviously. He's the one who thought I was a spark to begin with than after the Nogitsune the Soul Spark thing was activated and I guess it' super rare. So Deaton has been training me, but now he's getting the ingredients for the reverse spell so yeah...."

"Stiles, you should have told us about this sooner."

"Yeah, Yeah, I kn....." I was interrupted by growling. Malia and Derek were wolfed/coyoted out. 

"Okay, everyone need to go now." I said. 

"Stiles"-Chris

"I'll be fine. Take Scott, Isaac and Liam with you. They're all asleep." They listened and Ethan and Aiden pitched a fit but I promised that they could help bake cookies if they were good. The moon wasn't affecting Jackson, Erica, or Boyd so they got to leave as well. Leaving me with Malia and Derek.

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The moon passed and Malia was under control so I let her leave. Derek on the other hand for some reason won't calm down. 

"Der, I bet you want to sleep in our bed. But you've got to calm down. Okay?"
He only looked at me, his red eyes piercing my own whisky ones as he snarls trying to lung at me. 

"Derek, you need to find your anchor." I said getting closer against my better judgement though I had a stupid idea on how to get him to come back. When I got closer to him, he looked panicked but still lunged at me. I sat up on my knees and got closer kissing him as I felt his claws graze my shoulders definitely ripping through my shirt at least. 

*Derek*

I opened my eyes to see Stiles' face really close to mine and I could smell blood. 

"Stiles?" I gulped. He smiled at me and continued to untie me. 

"What did you do?"

"The moon's gone. You were still wolfed out, but you weren't in control which was weird. I tried to get you to focus on your anchor but apparently that wasn't working. So I did a stupid move to get close enough to kiss you. I thought of it like a panic attack. It worked."

"Then why do I smell blood?"

" Because your claws grazed down my shoulders." he shrugged. 

"Stiles"

"It's just a few scrapes and a few tiny drops of blood. Hell it's not even deep enough to turn me or scar, Der. I'm okay." he said standing up and picking me up with him.

"Stiles, put me down." I yawned. He set me on my feet, but my knees buckled and Stiles caught me, hoisting me back in his arms. 

"How did you know?"

"You always get gooey after I do something lovey or sexual when you're wolfed out.: 

"Asshat." 

"Yeah, Yeah." he dismissed.

"They're all out there aren't they." I said. 

"Yep."

"Sti, this is embarrassing." I whined. Since when do I whine?

"Der, you can barely keep your eyes open and your legs aren't sturdy enough for you to even walk leaning on me. Just go to sleep. You'll feel better when you wake up." 

I grumbled a fine since my eye lids were getting heavy anyway. 

*Danny*

Stiles shooed everyone out a while ago when Malia and Derek wolfed out. Causing the twins to be pouty for the past several hours. The moon has passed and Malia came out of the basement. 

"Where's Stiles and Derek?"-Peter

" Derek is still wolfed out which is weird." Malia said. 

"And you left Stiles down there with him?"-Lydia

"He told me to."
Everyone sighed. 

A few more minutes passed and Stiles came out carrying a sleeping Derek.
"Stiles what happened?"-Peter

"Why?"-Stiles

"Because I smell blood." Peter said causing Ethan and Aiden to freak and run towards Stiles whining. 

"Relax guys, I am okay. I did something stupid to get Derek to calm down, but I am fine."

"What did you do?" I asked. 
"Got real close  while he was trying to lunge at me. He wasn't in control of his wolf. He had no clue what was happening. So I kissed him and he grazed his claws down my shoulders. Besides they only sting a little."

"And he immediately fell asleep?"-Ally

"No, but he was fighting it until I made him go to sleep."

"Why do you think he wasn't calming down and not in control of his wolf?" I asked. 

"He probably panicked and didn't realize that the family mantra of Alpha, Beta, Omega was going through his head instead of focusing on his anchor that was in the room with him." Peter explained. Everyone nodded before Stiles spoke again.
"Go get some sleep. We all need it." and he began walking to his and Derek's room with the twins following.