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Namjoon woke up suddenly in a different room. He looked around. "Jin?? A-are you t-t-there?!?! " He was in the burst of tears.

The door knob started to jiggle as Namjoon heard the sounds of keys rustling. Soon it all stopped and the door opened. There stepped in the people be hated. Jackson, his dad, and Seokjins dad.

"You will be engaged to Jackson in a few months. There will be no objections. " By then Namjoon had mixed feelings. Anger and sadness. "you are not my father. " Namjoon said shaking with a weak voice.

"You want to say that again brat?!?! " His father said taking a few steps towards Namjoon. "YOUR NOT MY FATHER!! ¡!!! " Namjoon snapped at his 'father'

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Namjoon was irritated. His 'father' grabbed his hair. "DON'T TOUCH ME YOU MONSTROUS BEAST!!! " Namjoon yelled grabbing his 'father' wrist, trying to get his strong grip off his hair. "YOUR USELESS!!! " The father through him down on the floor and started to beat him.

Later he stopped and all together they left. I stood up and walked to the bathroom.

I stared at the mirror. Anger over took me. I started to punch the mirror multiple times till there were a few pieces left on the wall. I soon turned and stared at the wall.

I punched the wall leaving a dent in it. I went to the room. Instead of laying on the bed, I layed on the floor hugging myself.

No warmth, no love, and no place to call home, but where he could feel all of that was with his members. That was his home, that was his family, and that was a place he can be safe and have no worries.

He'd laugh, smile, and have a warmth feeling in his heart, but just thinking about it made him feel cold, sending shivers down his spine.

His heart had no feeling of warmth in his heart, it felt cold in his heart. He felt emotionless. He sucked a shaky breath in.

His anger disappeared. He blinked. He would start to think that he would have that feeling of being scared.

Nothing, completely nothing.

He started to giggle. It soon turned to a historical, sinister laugh. It was so loud that his now called kidnappers had came up stairs.

The door slammed open, but Namjoon  didn't care he felt nothing, all he felt was a feeling of laughter. That was the only feeling. "What is wrong with you!?!? " The 'father' said as he kick him in his stomach.

Namjoon frozed. He didn't feel anything. Namjoon started to laugh harder.


It felt nice to feel nothing.

No feeling of hurt

No feeling physical pain

But

The worst was

To not be able to be loved








Namjoon stopped laughing. He didn't feel sad at all. Tears fell off his face. Wow.

He screamed. That was all he could do to feel pain. If he didn't, then he would feel nothing. He would have turned crazy if he didn't feel pain.

If there was no feeling for mercy













He would have ended up killing someone






But still he would feel nothing and that

Was the thing that would have hurt the most.






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