I was working again as a caregiver
With 24 hours shift every other day.
It has been a week since I came to London
Part of me was searching for somebody
To come over and see me
Like he used to do
But after what I did in the Philippines
Not notifying him about my flight
Leaving him when he traveled far just for me
I know he will not forgive me.
But it was better this way.
Struggling hard to fight with this feeling
Whether it is love or lust it must end
The addiction to make-love to him
Is too intense, it's so hard to delete
But must do all possible ways to stop it
I was not successful in forgetting him
When I took a month break
And the worst of it was he followed me
Back in the Philippines
And the longing grew stronger.
With tears in my eyes
I went back to my daily routine...
With a wish, this craziness will end...
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A KISS IS STILL A KISS
PoetryWhat drives a woman to be involved in a sexual relationship? Is it for love? For money? A woman sometimes when emotionally unstable caused by recent break ups and abandonment entangles herself in an explicit affair. Sex can become her form of solac...
