ghost

Right left my head keeps spinning around so fast faster than a shooting star taking me back to my dark cave I painted it with blue but now it's on fire red there's no time to take my breath I run away to the arms of the devil I've done things that I shouldn't i wish if I could open my eyes I wish if I could make you read my mind you're only holding my hand 'cause you're just afraid of the Storm I'm holding to you with one and the another is cutting me down I don't feel my feet on the ground so tell me how am I standing? I'm whispering to myself as l always do but this time I'm not sure if she's gonna welcome the truth now you've made me floating like a wood don't know to where I'm heading but I know I'm not gonna sink for sure I hate myself for everything I've done to you I've never been like that and I hate that too but I shouldn't have filled those cracks in your heart by my laugh it took from my so much and you you've taken the rest as you're walking away I'm trying once I see and once I'm free but I'm sad 'cause I know that this gonna hunt me till I turn to bones then you'll get the chance to get me flowers to satisfy your own god damn selfish heart.