Warped (Andy Biersack) {discontinued for now}

Chapter 11

Andy's POV

Every passing second we sat in that waiting room felt like an eternity. It was tearing me apart mentally and emotionally. The thought that my love could be dying took my breath away and made me shake with fear.

I sat with my head in my hands with bloodshot eyes, calming down after sobs, and waiting.

And waiting...

And waiting...

"Family of Autumn Bostwick," a nurses voice called out and I shot out of my seat. Kellin and I walked over to the lady waiting for either the best or worst news.

"Autumn is awake but she's a little disoriented so don't cause her any stress. And please go one at a time so she doesn't get too overwhelmed," the nurse said to us and we nodded.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in. She was alive.

I let Kellin go first and he headed to room 120 where she was located.

I say back down in a waiting room chair and breathed out slowly. I couldn't be more happy right now that she was going to be okay.

After a while Kellin appeared next to me. "She's asking for you."

I got up and composed myself until I appeared in front of the door to her room. I knocked slightly before walking in and shutting the door again.

She laid on the bed in almost a sitting position. There was an IV feeding medications into her bloodstream. She looked thinner than usual and her skin was slightly discolored. There were bandages around her wrists.

I walked over to her and say on the bed. "I'm sorry," she said, looking down with watery eyes.

"Baby you don't need to apologize," I said to her, taking her hand in mine and kissing it. Her skin was cold and pale.

"But it's my fault I put you through all of this. I'm so sorry. I don't deserve you, Andy," she said, a few tears trailing down her cheeks. I wiped them away with my thumb and looked at her right in the eyes.

"No it's okay now. We're all okay," I said to her. She looked up and smiled slightly. I smiled back.

"I love you," she said. I was slightly taken back, but elated at her words.

"I love you too," I replied, smiling. She motioned for me to come closer so I laid in the bed next to her. She lent over and kissed me gently.

Soon after she drifted off to sleep and I carefully got out of her bed then left the room quietly.

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Autumn's POV

*one week later*

Today I was being released from the hospital. They had me on suicide watch for a few days after making sure I was stable and healthier.

I showered in the hospital bathroom and then changed into my normal clothes then walked out, ready to leave.

I walked out of the hospital hand in hand with Andy, who had come to see me everyday along with Kellin.

Andy took me back to his apartment and we got out of his car. This has been a great month with him so far and I couldn't ask for anyone better.

We went to his bedroom and laid on his bed in a comfortable silence. "I love you," he said, then rolled over and kissed me before I could say anything back. Of course I loved him though.

I kissed back and passion ignited throughout the room. I grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him closer to me while he was laying on top of me, gently of course, and playing with my hair.

He flipped us over so I was on top and then sat up so I was on his lap. I took off his shirt as our tongues danced around each other's mouths.

He moved down to kissing my neck and I bit my lip to stifle a moan. But one forced its way out of my mouth when he reached my sweet spot. I could feel him "getting excited" against my inner thigh.

I pulled off my shirt as well and he gripped my hips with a gentle, wanting force. He placed his lips onto mine once again, dragging my face towards him by my chin. I tangled my fingers in his hair.

He laid down again, on top of me, and left a trail of kisses on my lips, over my cheek, down my shoulder and across my prominent collar bones. He then helped my remove my pants. And stated kissing me again.

"I love you," he whispered in my ear then left a fluttery kiss under it and took off his own pants.

I broke away from the kiss for a moment. "Andy," I panted, "this is um my first time." He needs to know, but I was more than happy to give myself to him.

"It's okay I'll be gentle, I would never hurt you on purpose," he said then kissed me again. He unclasped my bra a sweetly smirked. "You're so beautiful."

He started kissing me again. "Just tell me if you want me to stop, okay?" he said. I bit my lip and nodded.

He then took off my panties and blushed. "I love you," he said again. I smiled.

"And I love you more," I answered.

"I love you most." He then took off his underwear too. He looked into my eyes. "Are you sure?" he asked, lined up by my entrance. I nodded nervously.

He then started to enter me slowly and I whimpered when he was all the way inside of me. He gave me a moment to adjust before I nodded.

He began to thrust slowly and it still hurt, but it was also so very pleasurable. I wrapped my legs around his waist and dragged my nails up and down his back as the muscles contrasted underneath my touch.

"I love you," he kept saying to me over and over. I was moaning with pleasure now and the pain had subsided for the most part. Soon I got this feeling in the pit of my stomach and the pleasure seemed to multiply immensely.

I reached my climax and the same time as Andy and then he laid down next to me. His arms wrapped around me and my hand on his chest.

"I love you," I said to him.

"And I love you," he said, kissing my forehead.

I drifted off to sleep feeling truly beautiful for the first time in years.