Here's my life

Chapter 3

~flashback~

"Why can't I just die! I don't wanna be here anymore I can't." Izuku holds the gun to his head. A bit of time passed and Izukus depression got even worse after he didn't get his hero license and everyone else in class did. (It's a AU, I do as I please)
  "Everybody tells me to do it, so do it!" Ive attempted about five times since the first set try, and I just couldn't. But this time I was gonna do it.
"My hand would slip If I use the gun, I'm shaking to bad." He thought to himself. "Pulls, it's the only way." He got up and went to the restroom. The shares one of all the boys. We had to move into dorms after the camping incident.
  As he walked into the restroom and went into his cubby to find any pills worth it. IB profen no, Tylenol, no, Ah, Xanax, something he used if he couldn't sleep, well now he's gonna sleep forever. He opens the bottle with his shaky hands.

Todoroki's POV

As I walk into the restroom to take a shower, I see the green haired boy that I fell In love with, but he didn't look okay, brim the backside, that's all I could see if him. He was opening a bottle, struggling. I wanted to help but I wanted him to also fend for himself.

Midoriya's POV

I let out a sob as I tried to open the bottle, eventually I got it and started shaking more.
  "I'm sorry mom, I love you." He whispers loud enough for Todoroki to hear. He walks to the mirror not knowing that Todoroki was listing from the other side of the wall.
   "I'm not good enough right! This is what you wanted! No key helped me they just watched it happen. People have been watching it happen for years but yet no one asks me if I'm okay! If I would like a hug or just someone to talk to! You'd think after the first attempt they would! But this is my sixth and still nobody wants to help me!" He sobs rubbing his eyes, "I'm sorry!" He turns the bottle upside down and tilted his head back as he swallows at least twenty Xanax pills. He was fine, until he wasn't and everything got blurry. "Midoriya!" Was the last thing heard.

  Todoroki's POV

"He's yelling at himself." Todoroki thought time himself. "I should go in and help him...but wait, it's none my business.
  I look around the corner for a brief second after I heard the yelling stop, and see Midoriya drop to the floor shaking.
"Midoriya!" I yell and run to him. "Somebody help!" He was in too much shock to do laying but grab Midoriyas hand.
  The whole class ran in the boys showers and look. Some of them fall to the ground with their hands over their mouth. Ida pulled out his phone and immediately called 911.
   "You're going to be okay Izuku, helo is in the way. Iida get everyone out and call Aizawa." He makes sure Dekus air ways we're open.
     Bakugo was one of the few to run into the bathroom and he was in shock. He didn't want the green haired nerd to really die, no matter how many times he told him to go and kill himself. He ran out and instantly went outside making a giant explosion. His best friend for so many years was dying and it was most likely cause of him.
   Bakugo had no clue if the other attempts, but since he never went through with them nothing ever got out.
  Soon the ambulance got there and Midoriya was taken, Shoto right by his side the entire time. "It's okay Izuku, just keep pushing to live and I'll fight my hardest to make you happy."