Here's my life

Chapter 4

Midoriya's POV

- flash back -

"This is it." I thought to myself. "This is what I've always wanted. This is what everyone else wanted and I right? The only one that would miss me would be my mom. Nobody was here for me...and I mean nobody!" He was finally floating away, floating up into a bright light until he was awaken. His eyes a open as he felt his arm freezing. "Noo! Let me go!" He sobs kicking before passing back out.

Todoroki's POV

The entire way the the hospital, Midoriya was going in and out of consciousness. When the EMS workers lost his heartbeat, I put my hand on his arm and made it super cold at an attempt to bring him back, which I did.
  "Keep your hand right there and keep doing that." One if the guys told him, "you might be what's keeping this kid alive." "Y-yes s-sir." I said. My body was shaking, I felt like I was running a marathon but I wasn't moving. My heart was speeding, it got so bad where the lady working on Izuku had to calm me down.
  "I could have stopped him." I think to myself, "I was standing right there, listing to his screams and the pill bottle, yet I didn't do a thing." Tears started rolling down my cheeks unexpectedly. I wasn't doing it, I was holding my emotions back, at least that's what I thought.  The tears came out of nowhere but once I realized that I was showing emotion I started sobbing, grabbing of on the males hand. I rest my head in his hand, but when I looked up part of his wrist was showing. I roll the rest of his sleeve up and gasp. "He cuts as well? Why didn't I help him!" I yell to myself, "my pride got in the way of how I actually felt." "I would never forgive myself if you die Midoriya. You can do this, stay alive for me and I swear I'll protect you with my life." He whispers before the ambulance came to a stopped and the green haired boy was rushed away, leaving Todoroki clueless.
He instantly fell to his knees his head in his hands. Todoroki just couldn't hold his feelings back anymore, he just started sobbing. By the time he calmed down he figured out that he had Midoriya's phone. He knew the password because it was easy to figure out. "All Might." Was the password. He unlocked the phone and called him mom.
"H-hello? M-Mrs.Midoriya? It's Izuku, h-Hes in the hospital... yes...yes right away." He hung up before taking off running into the hospital trying to get any kind of information about Midoriya that he could. He couldn't find anything out, for hours he didn't have any information. He eventually fell asleep curled up in a chair. The next time he woke up, the entire class came into the waiting room. I woke up when I heard Urarka yelling at him.
"Todoroki! What happens to him is he okay!?" All the class looked like they'd been crying. Todoroki looked around and caught eyes with Bakugo. "You basterd!" He got up and ran over to him picking him up by the collar and pushing his back on the wall. "T-this is your fault." He growls. " You don't think I know that." He shoots pushing Todoroki off of him. "You don't think I've thought about that every second since I saw him laying in the ground!" "Enough." Iida walks over and separated the two highly hot headed males.
"You know good and well Izuku wouldn't want you two to act like this." He looked at both of us. I huff and let Bakugo go then walk back and sit in the chair I was sitting at.

Bakugo's POV

I've been crying since I've saw it happen, it's my fault. I used to keep him safe, but the older we got the more I found myself falling for him, and I couldn't be gay. That's disgusting I don't like a boy. That's when the bullying started. So I could close to him, but also have him scared of me, it was perfect, until I saw him laying in the ground unconscious.

~flash back~

"Izuku..." I whisper when I walk in. As soon as I saw him I ran out and started sobbing. "This is my fault...it's mine!" He yells to himself. "If it wasn't for me he wouldn't be almost dead!" I pull at my hair and fall to the ground, "I love him and I lead him to death!"
I run ourself and home, I couldn't stay in the dorms where people saw him crying. When he got home he went in his room and began to punch everything, eventually falling asleep in the floor. "RING RING!" My phone started ringing and awakens me from my slumber.
"Hello?" He asked soft voice, "come, we're going to the hospital." Ig was Kirishima.
"We're all outside your house, we're gonna walk together." "I'm coming." He hangs up then got yo starting to walk outside and to the hospital with the everyone in silence.
  
~time skip~

Izuku's mother left the hospital at around 4am. The class convinced her to leave and come back in the morning. At around 7am the a doctor came out, "Shoto Todoroki? You are the one that ride in the ambulance with him right?"
  Todoroki stood up and stretches, he woke up about a hour ago so he was fully rested. "Yes I am?" He said confused, "it's Mr. Midoriya, he's alive but in a coma, and we have no clue for how long. You can go in one by one."
  Todoroki felt his heart break ag- wait no shatter again. He almost started crying but held his tears back. "You go first Todoroki, you deserve to see him first." Iida sais and everyone nodded except Bakugo who was staring at the wall. Todoroki nodded and started walking to Midoriya's room with the doctor. He dint know what he was going to, do, say or feel when he saw the green haired boy he fell in love with laying on the hospital bed in a coma.

"Midoriya..." he whispers

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