One Direction preferences

He's insecure

Harry: He doesnt like the way his nose places his face. He doesnt like the way his teeth curve. He doesnt like his smile. He was always soo insecure about the way that he looked, thats what made it sooo hard when he went out in the public and pictures were being snapped. There were thousands of photos of him he wasnt really a fan of that. He never knew why all the girls liked him,he always thought he was soo ugly but these girls, the fans, they made him feel loved and perfect the way he is.

Niall: "UhhhhHHHHHH Mikella i dont wanna go out" Niall groaned. "But Niallllll Come on we can go to nandos" His face lights up but suddenly goes down. "Noo Mikella i just wanna stay home" He says  sadly but tries to mask it. "Why Niall Whats wrong why dont you wanna go out?" "I just My stomach hurts and i just its terrible Mikella" What you really didnt know was he was insecure. All those times he said he didnt wanna go out, "Ohhh Babe my head is pounding ill stay in you go ahead" "Oh my god my knee is just  acting up a little go ahead without me" "Im just in soo much pain baby im sorry go without me?" He was insecure. Being insecure caused a huge effect in Nialls life. He'd always look in the mirror and ask himself why he looked like that. He never found out why but being insecure had taken up soo much of Nialls life and he didnt know how he was gonna cope with it, it affected his social life, the way he was in band appearances, Anything.

Zayn: Despite the fact that everyone thought he was vain, he was actually one of he most insecure people ever. Being 'Vain' Was actually a defense mechanism for whenever he felt insecure, to fight off those insecure thoughts. Whenever someone would call him ugly or untalented he would be vain asf because he thought he knew deep down inside they were right.

Louis: He always wondered why he was even in the band. He barely had any solos or parts in the songs the boys and him made. It made him feel useless, he thought there wasnt a place for him, he thought at night. He always felt insecure about himself because he felt the boys were more important than him.

Liam: He'd been denied soo many times. Yah he had a girlfriend but he didnt kno what for. He always thought he was the ugliest and didnt deserve anything in life, it was really hard to face the world for him.

~My note Haha Cause im not an author~

I know this sucked but yah i used my name in place of one i never intended to do that but i wanted to try haha and my name is pronounce (Ma.kay,la) Kay you got me haha i love you guys and i hope you enjoyed it and check out my NEW story its about Harry amd its called just a little bit of your heart check it out :)