You're depressed

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Harry: You'd hit an all time low. You were so insecure about yourself an all the pressure was getting to you. You couldn't help but feel the stares you got. People would tell you you were pretty but you always got stares so how could you be you thought. You hated the stares and the pressure and it was just too much. You never thought you'd get  this bad, There were times where you thought you would but never thought you actually would. Next thing you knew you refused to go outside, Refused to talk to anyone, Make any social contact with anyone. Harry was definitely worried. He was the only one who cared you thought. But there was times where you thought he didn't love you anymore and he could always find someone prettier and better than you, you actually never stopped thinking that, and it was hard. One day You were sitting in bed and it was just like all the rest; You were depressed, sad, and didnt wanna see anyone. But Harry came into your room. He seemed sooo mad lately you didn't know why or what had gottin into him but you were worried. He sits on your bed and takes a deep breath. "Love, I just i cant anymore" You begin to worry and think he's gonna break up with you because of your depression. "i-" "Shh" He cuts you off. "I love you and i don't wanna see you like this anymore, i love you soooo much and i dont know what'd i'd do without you please i just-" He begins to cry and you quickly hold him. You instantly feel bad. He grabs your face in his hands and opens his mouth to talk again. "Ill help you. Ill help you through this. I love you and id do anything for you. Ill help you" He says with all the sincerity he's Ever used. You just nod and cry. ~3 Months Later~ 

"COME ON LOOOOOOOVE" Harry Says giggling. "IM COMMMIIIIIIIING" You say as you laugh. "We Are gonna have a blast" Harry says. "I know" You smile. It was 3 months later ad you and harry were at the beach you hated going to the beach soo many people and girls showing off their bodies with ass cheeks hanging out. 3 months ao you were depressed and sad but as the days went on Harry kept his promise as he always does, He helped you see just how beautiful you are and see that you are worth it and he was just as lucky to have you and him to you. "You Ready To go in the water LOOOOOOVE" He Smiles cheekily. "YAAAAAAAS LETS GOOO"October 10th was the day you stopped being sad. Yah you cant just stop being sad but that was the day i realized no body matters not saying that in a mean way but what i really mean is who are those people to tell me im not worth it and tell me im not beautiful, Really who are they? Nobody. You only live once so live your life to the fullest.

Liam: You didn't get it how could some one tell you to kill yourself it was a mystery you would never figure out. You'd been told multiple time to just "End your life an theres no point" Or "You dont deserve to be here just kill yourself already" You'd break down every time you heard it. You tried to stay strong  but it was all to much. You had tried to take your life one day. Your friend had found you and you got rushed to the hospital in time but after you got out of the hospital You were just depressed. You didnt know what to do. "Life just isnt worth it" You'd think to yourself. " I should just try again" You'd say but you were just too emotionally and physically drained. One day you bumped into a guy. His name was Liam. At first he didnt really seem like he was capable of relationship or think you'd fall in love with him and it'd turn into anything more than just a hello. But He changed your life. Every morning he'd kiss you before he left for the studio and leave sticky notes all over the place. He'd whisper in your ear while you were asleep about how beautiful he thought you were and how much you changed his life and just how worth it you are. He honestly saved your life.

Niall: Everything seemed  soo...... pointless. You never felt like you should be on this earth. Everyone looked at you different, they never understood what they put you through when they would call you names and say things about you and you could hear. The day you met Niall that all changed. When you first met Niall you tried for him, you tried to go outside and socialize but after a few moths you fell into a depression. Niall Didnt know what was wrong.He was worried about you , you wouldnt talk but one day you he cracked and couldnt take it anymore. "[Y/N] I cant do this anymore i need you. I wanna know whats wrong i love you sooo much and it hurts me to see you like this please just... talk to me" Seeing him cry like that brought you to tears. You spilled it all you told him about anything and everything. You told him how you realy felt,about how you didnt feel pretty enough, and you hated the stares, and everyone looked at you as if you were some beast and you really just didnt wanna live. "I promise i will be here till the end i wont ever stop helping you get through this ok?" He says. "Ok." The days after that Niall always made sure you knew just how damn beautiful you were he told you how much you deserved to be on this earh and deserved to be happy and helped you overcome the stares and caring what people thought. You guys grew old together and never once did you think it'd get better but it did...

Zayn:That was the day you realized it was all a joke being sad because you looked different and you weren't stick skinny. You were different, different is good, different is the best thing you can be The day he had found out he came home and Hugged me Tight. " What are you doing" You laughed. He kept a straight face and you were worried. "I love you soo much Don't ever leave me i know you're depressed but we can get through this ill be here till the end its just me and you"

Louis: You never thought you were good enough. No one ever told you you were. Until you met Louis. He had found out about your depression from your mum. She never shut her mouth about it, she always wanted to tell everyone and anyone. You had gotten home and there were flowers everywhere. There were also post it notes all over the walls. You went to the wall and peeled one off it read: "You're perfect the way you are" You put it back on the wall and read another one "You're worth it" "I dont know what i'd do without you" "You're the love of my life" All the things you've ever wanted to hear were on that wall. You feel strong arms on your waist and you were leaned up to peel another one off the wall. You look around and its Louis. "I-" He cuts you off with a passionate kiss. He pulls back and says "Don't you EVER forget that You are one of the most important people here, I love you and dont let ANYONE tell you you're not beautiful because if they do you tell me and ill straighten them out.

~Authors nooooooooooote~

I Know this sucked ass but da message is live life to the fullest you deserve the best you can get. And you can only get the best if you make it the best.

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