I just hate how everything I do for them, they just don't care. I watch them from afar with the ones they like. It hurts to watch them, even more helping them to get the girl. I was content from watching from afar but.. for once I want more. Is that all too much to ask? I feel like everything I do is useless. Like everything I do doesn't matter anymore. That I just waste mine and everyone else's time.
