d e s i r e d r e a l i t y

first kiss !

this is also like, my first time dOiNg iT

it was saturday, september third, 2019. me and soobin had just gotten back from swimming (couldn't think of anything else that wouldn't make our relationship obvious.) and we were a bit tired. "i'm gonna go get i the shower, be right back baby~" i say as i wink and head to the showers. after taking a shower, i wrapped a towel around my hair and headed towards my room, dressing myself in my pink, two set, pajamas with little unicorns on them. after i got dressed, i went back to the main room with soobin. it appeared as if he'd just gotten out of the shower as well. we cuddled up onto a couch and watched some dramas. he then wrapped an arm around me, and i laid into his shoulder/chest. we continued to watch tv for a couple of hours. at 2:32 am, i checked the time, and realized how late it was. i looked at soobin to see if he was awake, and he was. "soobin i'm gonna go to bed, see you tomorrow~" i say while smiling. when i get up from the couch, i feel a hand pulling me back "no, sit please" he says while looking straight into my eyes. He then brushes my hair behind my ear, cups my face with his left hand, and leans closer, then kisses me sweetly. i leaned forward and kissed back, and then pulled away to catch my breath. "i-i'm so so sorry hyera, i was just watching thos-" i swiftly interrupt him with another kiss. we make out for about 23 minutes, then one thing leads to another annnnnd

BAM
i'm not "pure" anymore

virginity? we don't know her😔😔