Letting you go to your dream | Complete

Part 4

After he showered, he went to bed while he waited for you. He still thought about your feelings. He couldn't stop. You were his life, his ground. Without you, he would be nothing. He felt the bed move but didn't want to look at you. Only when you called his name, he adverted his gaze towards you.

"Kookie, there's one more thing. I'll have to prepare the documents at home from tomorrow onwards. Probably this will be my last night here" - he hummed to answer you. He was admiring your features for the last time.

"We'll probably get to meet again" - he whispered but you didn't move a inch. So he looked somewhere else - "Are you going to bed? I'm going to bed now" - he forced a smile to you.

"I will turn off the light" - he nodded and you got up from the bed. Jungkook watched every move from you and when you turned off the light, he looked at the ceiling. You went to bed and lie down next to him. You saw tears in his eyes, so you grabbed his hand tight - "Goodnight, Kookie" - just like that he moved to face you and you held in tight in yours arms and he started to sob. You stroke his back in a way to comfort him.

"Goodnight, Y/N" - he held your waist tight. With time you closed your eyes and he just was appreaciating all your scent. He needed you beside him.

In the morning, Jungkook was the first one waking up. He observed your angelic sleep and face but again thoughts started to consume him. He took a deep breath and sat on the bed, placing his head in the head of the bed.

"I didn't hear the alarm clock" - you gently said while rubbing your eyes - "What time is it?"

"Not 7 o'clock, yet" - he faced you with a force smile.

"Why do you wake up so early?" -  You sat up next to him, placing your pillow behind your back.

"Aren't you going to get some more sleep?" - he changed the topic of your talk.

"I have to pack my bag. I've not started anything" - you said to him before you got up from the bed, leaving him alone.

"Let me help you" - he got up and grabbed your bag while you went to the closet to grab your clothes. You packed all your things with him and placed them on the bed.

"I will take care of the rest. You go take a shower and get ready for work. I will prepare some meals" - he nodded and went to the balcony to grab his towel.

Jungkook entered the bathroom and again he looked at his reflexion. Why wasn't he fight for you? Why didn't he ask you to stay? He knew that if he only said the word, you would stay but he didn't want to ruin your dreams. While he was taking his shower you made the meals and them were already in the table, only one thing left to pack. You went to the dresser and grabbed your gear. Each of you had one and both of it were in his dresser. You wanted to keep yours so you put it on your bag. You sat in the table, waiting for him. He got out with the same outfit as usual. He closed the door but didn't face the reality in front of him. He took a deep breath and then walked towards you with a fake smile.

"What's that? It smells so good" - he said while he smelled the scent of cooked food.

"Stir-fried basil, soup and steamed egg" - you smiled to him, proud of your cooking. He sat next to you and started to eat. You didn't move, you only were watching him, recording the last meal with him.

"Let's eat together" - he said after he felt your gaze on him. You stared at him and now was his time to watch you. You were so adorable eating that he genuinely had a smile on his lips. You both ate your food in a comfort silence - "Y/N, i have to leave for work now" - he made you stop - "I can't help you clean up things. I enjoyed eating" - you could feel he was sincere.

"It's alright. You go ahead and go to work" - you nodded to him and smiled.

"Then i'll be leaving now" - he said it in a awkward way. He got up from the table and grabbed his belogings. He was leaving the door when he turned around to watch you one more time. No kiss, no nothing - "Y/N. If you need anything, just call" - you nodded to his words and he turned around to leave you.

"Kookie..." - now was your turn, you couldn't let him go. He faced you and you opened your arms for him to hug you but he didn't move. Instead he chuckled at your reaction.

"What? I will be late. I'll punish you if i'm late" - he tried to make a excuse. You got up and went to him. You opened you arms again for him and he embraced you while he placed his chin on your shoulder. This time he hugged you, he hugged you tight, like it was your last hug.

"I once read that, we'd never knew when the last hug will come. So we'd better make the most of the time we have left" - you whispered into his ear and tears started to fell down from his eyes. He immediately cleaned them with one hand and hugged you back again.

"You are saying such a sad thing" - he broke the hug - "I'm leaving now" - he pecked your forehead before he left the dorm.

After he felt, you took a shower, changed clothes, cleaned the table, washed the dishes and made the bed. Your things were still in the bed so you grabbed everything and looked around to watch all your memories and pictures of you for one last time. You stopped on your tracks to take a picture of all your pictures hanging on the wall. You left the place. You left the only world where you felt good and loved.