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expiration date//

Chaekkura Oneshot
: angst + fluff ( alittle bit )
: warning– unwanted scenes.
: xoxad :<<

Sakura POV//

today we are packing our stuffs in our perspective rooms,, today is our lastday living this dorm,, with the members

i can't believe time flies so fast right??

the others burst into tears,, while packing their stuffs// Yuri and Wonyoung was wipping in da floor//

Chaeyeon had a hard time to ressure them,, same with Eunbi.. (in the other dorm..) 

she would always tell us 'it's gonna be alright' ,, but i know deep inside her it's not..

" Saku chan,, are you already done packing your stuff?? " Chaeyeon asked

i just gave a nod,, and continue with my toughts,, but then she pulled me outside,, and dragged me in the rooftop of the company's (OTR) building..

i was clueless why she brought me here...

"Earth to Miyawaki Sakura!!!" i snapped out of my toughts when Chaeyeon called me

i sat beside her and watched the sunset..

it made me relax seeing sun going down,, with the winds touching our skin,, and the sound of it,, is music to my ears....

it took 1 min of silence when Chaeyeon spoke first..

" i can't believe tomorrow is our expiration date... " she said

"yeah,, it's like yesterday is our debut and now..." i said not mentioning the last one..

then i suddenly heard her sob,, i gave her a hug for comfort,, i can't see her cry like this,, i feel like i want to cry too.

but i have to prevent it,, i should be strong.

"i can't hold i-it anymore,,*sobs* as much as i want to stay,, but that's according to our contract and we can't change it *sobs* Saku chan i don't want to be separated f-from y-you.. *sobs* you're the only one whom i trusted in my problems,, the who could comfort when i need one..*sobs*  i'll feel lonley w-without y-you *sobs more..* 

i feel my heated when i listen to what she said,, i also can't  hold it anymore, i but i forced myself not to..

"every practice i had to tell the members  'it's alright..' ,, i try to force my self not to cry,, when i see them crying.. *sobs* because i have to be strong for them,, Eunbi unnie,, i know she can't hold it too// i understand because she's the leader.. *sobs* i don't want the members to see me weak,, *sobs* "

yes,, we need to face the reality.. that we will all be separated.. all we have to do is accept... *sigh*

"Jjaeyeon,, let that all out,, i know you've been strong to the other members and me// but sometimes we don't have be strong at all things.. we also have weakness or fears..all you need to do is to let it all out and accept.." i said while caressing her back

after 2 hours of her crying session we went back to the dorm to meet the members cause we still have one last practice

*after the practice..*

after our practice,, we got back at out dorms and praperes ourselves to sleep..
(and ofc prepared ourselves for tomorrow..)

but before i go to sleep, i went to Chaeyeon's room to see if she's okay..

luckily she is already sleeping..
i went near to her bed to see her..

i took a pictures of her,, i didn't even notice i was already smiling while seeing the pictures that i took

she's just soooo cute ya know???

" Goodnight Chaeyeon.." i said and kissed her forhead.. before i leave the room

*timeskip to their last concert*

after we all did rounds of performances
we gave last messages to each other,,

Eunbi unnie was the last one who gave her message, surprisingly she already prepared a message for us that is wrote on a piece of paper

all of us cried,, including me.. i just can't hold it to myself.. we gave each other a group hug,, before we do our last performance,,

we positioned ourselves in our perspective positions but i exchanged position with Minju so that i can ressure Chaeyeon when we perform..

our last performance today is Memory..

at the middle of the song the members are already crying,, i make sure to comfort Chaeyeon,, so that she can sing her part properly..

after the song ended.. we all cried again...

"we did it.." i said and Hugged Chaeyeon

i felt warm at her embrace... it makes me not let her go..

but we still parted at our hug when Eunbi,, told us to go on our position..

"1, 2, 3! , eyes on me! this has been IZ*ONE, thank you for supporting us untill the end!! " and then we bowed..

before we leave the stage i toom glance of all the fans,, i now it also hurt them that where separating but,, i hope we can get over it in the future..

and this is the end of our group and now the expiration date..

i wish all the best for them in the future.... —Sakura

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:<<< i know it's too early to write this..

i'm sorry if i made you cry :<<<<<

i just can't help myself thinking of 2021

*sigh* :<<<