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Long distance (Jihope)

Hoseok liked a boy. No, like is an understatement. He absolutely adored him, but there was a small miniscule problem.

Hoseok had to leave for Seoul university soon, and Jimin had to go to a different university and both boys had confessed to each other that same summer.

Although Hoseok loved Jimin with all his heart, he couldn't imagine not being able to hug Jimin everyday, not being able to smell his sweet scent, not being able to hold his hand as they walked around campus, he couldn't imagine not being there for Jimin when he needed him.

Even though it broke his heart, Hoseok decided it would be best to let Jimin go. Without Jimin, Hoseok felt like a train wreck but he knew that in order to stop feeling that way, he would have to stop talking to Jimin and try to forget him by seeing other people.

He hadn't talked to Jimin in almost two weeks and he knew that if that continued, breaking the news to Jimin would just take a greater toll on his emotions so he decided to text Jimin the bad news.

That night, he couldn't sleep peacefully. He felt like absolute garbage after seeing Jimin's tears stream down his face as they skyped for the last time.

Hoseok's guilt consumed him as he buried himself deeper into his blankets, sniffling and trying to cover his cries with the covers.

He knew heartbreak was hard, but it wasn't supposed to be this way, he knew that Jimin was probably more heartbroken than Hoseok. The thought of Jimin probably crying way worse made his heart ache.

As the minutes passed by, Hoseok's muffled cries started lowering in volume until they dissolved into none. His sniffles followed the same path as his cries and his breathing calmed.

That night was the coldest night Hoseok has had to go through, even with it being mid summer.