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You sit up and put your bra on and shirt on, Caleb looks at you confused "Caleb, we are just friends remember?" You say, you start walking to the kitchen but before you could even leave the bedroom Caleb grabs your wrist very tightly "ow Caleb-" you look at him and he looks psycho, "you aren't getting away that fast..." he says in a demonic voice, he throws you onto the bed and pins you down... "Caleb please..." you say tearing up, "you better obey me NOW!" He says In a mean and demonic voice, you start crying and look away from Caleb "please.... no...." you say crying "I'm not letting you leave until I say we ARE FINISHED! Your body is perfect, I need more!" Caleb says, he is still pinning you down, blood dripping from his eyes, blood drips onto your face, you look at him with tears falling from your eyes, "Caleb stop...... this isn't you...." you say "BE QUIET!" He says using his thumb to wipe the blood off of your cheek, he forcefully takes your shirt off, "Caleb please stop...." you say again with tears still falling from your eyes down to your cheek, "no!" He says, "pleas-" You say but get cut off "I SAID NO!" He says, he hits you and then you pass out. You wake up hours later and your whole body is sore, you notice you are fully undressed laying in bed, but Caleb is gone, you get dressed and all you can remember is caleb going psycho and forcing you to do stuff, and then him hitting you. You go downstairs and see Caleb on the couch watching TV with a yellow hoodie and shorts on, you walk past him leaving his house "where are you going?!" He says mad, "IM LEAVING!" You say running out and slamming the door, you walk home and your dad is at the door when you walk in, "now where have you been?" He says in a mad tone, "I've been at Katherine's," you lie "why?" You say "stop lying to me paisley!!" He yells hitting you in the stomach, you run to your room and lock the door, crying, all you can think is 'did I lose my virginity?!' And 'am I preganant?' And 'did Caleb even have sex with me?!' And 'why would he do that if I'm on my period?! Don't guys think that is gross...' and the last thing you think is 'was it all just a dream...'

3 weeks later

You take a pregnancy test, and thankfully YOU ARENT PREGNANT! You go to calebs house and knock on the door, he opens the door "hey..... paisley...." he says slowly, he lets you in. "What did you do with me 3 weeks ago?" You ask "well uh... when you passed out I realized I was going a little bit to far.." he says "then why was I fully undressed when I woke up?!" You ask with your voice upset, "well.... I just wanted to see you I guess.... but I didn't have sex with you!" He says, "Caleb! Why would you do that?! I was CRYING!" You say very upset, "when I go psycho... I guess I just get out of control...." he says "yeah right!" You run up to the bathroom locking the door," he runs up after you banging on the door, "PAISLEY?! what are you doing?!" He asks "LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!" You say very loudly, you grab a sharp razor and put it on your wrist you slide it, and it makes a cut, you wince from the pain, you do that about 5 more times, then you start running some burning hot water over the cuts wincing. You finally bandage up the cuts and go downstairs hiding the bandage with a hoodie, you walk downstairs and sit as far away as you can from Caleb, he notices something isn't right, your holding your arm but then all of a sudden the blood leaks through dripping onto your blue shorts, you look over and notice Caleb looking at you "what was that?" He asks "n-nothing" , then blood drips again, he grabs your arm making you cry because he pressed to tightly, he takes his hand off and there is blood all over his hand, he lifts up the hoodie sleeve revealing a blood soaked bandage, he takes off the bandage revealing 6 small cuts, he looks at you "why did you do this?" "You know why!" You say sternly, he picks you up and takes you to the bathroom, running cold water over the cuts stopping the bleeding, "please.... never hurt yourself again!" He says "I won't..." you say

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