Make Time For Me

His Black Eyes

I don't remember much of what happened. I don't even know what I did to get this blackout. All I could do is hear things. I heard the doctors pushing me somewhere. I heard my moms sobs next to me. I mean I have to be alive to hear things.

I was also thinking way to much. I can't believe I did this to my mom. She probably had a mini heart attack.

I finally opened my eyes; "Honey, I'm glad your awake, you scared me! Are you okay?" She asked.

"I'm as good as I will ever be. Listen mom I h-" I was cut off by a knock on the door.

The doctor opened the door, what I saw was what I wanted, and didn't want to see. Cameron with my favorite flowers. "I'm sorry, can I just have a moment alone with her?" He questioned. My mom nodded her head and her and the doctor waited outside.

"Anna, I have....no words. The feelings I have right now are so strong. I... I did this.. I love you.. It wasn't your fault, my jealousy got the best of me." He stated.

"Listen, Cam, thank you for coming, but this is one of the reasons I knew I had to keep myself from you." My voice was lost, I sounded like I just woke up.

"Please don't do this to me, I need you in my life, you changed my life for the better, please don't I wa-"

"Cameron your time is up, I'm sure you will see my daughter tomorrow." My mom sternly said.

His eyes were watering. He left the flowers on the table, and he left the room.

I felt like I had to do this.. But did I have to leave cameron to be happy? Or just the opposite?