Make Time For Me

Mistakes Have Been Made

"Drew....I... I kissed you.." I stuttered.

"Yeah you did! Wow....and let me just say that kiss was amazing." He said.

I turned around trying to find Cameron. He was gone. I ran around everyone trying to find him. He was gone.. It wasn't my fault... I thought that was him.

I finally found him getting into his car. "Cameron! Where are you going?"

"I'm leaving to get my mind set right." He said.

"About what? The kiss? I thought that was you... The whole time I was thinking about you Cam..." I said.

"Sure whatever I'm leaving please don't follow." He yelled.

"I wouldn't want to follow you for something this stupid... Sorry as a human I made a mistake. Go away leave your own house." I spitted.

"Your right.. This is my house, so get the hell out." He said with anger.

"Excuse me? You want me to leave. Fine I'll leave."

I walked by him and shoved him hard. I grabbed my keys and left. I was so pissed. This wasn't my fault.

I pulled into my house and parked. I opened my door and stormed upstairs. I just wanted to die. Or kill...

I ran into the bathroom. I wanted to forget tonight. I turned around and locked the door.

My heart hurt. Just all the times I've been upset or wanted to cry is just building up in my heart.

I grabbed as many different pills as I could, to forget the world and be by myself.

Popped as many as I could. By the time I was done four bottles of different things were empty.

The room went black. I could only hear things. I couldn't move... I couldn't see. My mother knocked five times, then she busted open the door like she knew what was happening.

She started crying and praying. Like she knew what was happening to me.

"Please..god, don't let my daughter go down the same road I did as a teenager. Please help me, please help her realize where she belongs. Help her please god...please." She said between sobs.

At this point I don't even know if god can help me on my way to hell.