Bride of a King

*depressed but love?*

Caroline's POV

I sigh as I look at myself in the mirror with my black dress on. Today is Matt's funeral. I hate it and still can't believe his death. He died saving my life it should have been me.

"Love you ready?" I turn towards the door thinking it was Klaus, but it wasn't. It was Kol. I slightly smiled seeing him. "Yeah....... I'm ready."

I walk to the living room and see the Mikaelsons all dressed up in black. At first I thought thry weren't coming, but I assume Kol knocked some sense into them.

As they sped into the woods with me I saw my highschool friends. "Elena, Bonnie......." I look at them as they turn around and walk towards me. "Caroline......" Bonnie quickly hugged me as I hugged her back. "I'm so sorry about Matt I know you two were close." She said

"Me too," Elena added "He meant a lot to all of us." I nod and pull away from Bonnie hug. "Who are they?" Elena asked looking at the Mikaelsons.

I look at the Mikaelsons and say "Just some friends who came to be supportive."

They nod as the funeral begins and Kol stands next to me.

I sigh as Bonnie starts her speech. "Matt Donovan, a son, a brother, but most importantly an amazing friend. He did everything for the people he loved. He was so caring and loving that it's hard to think something like this would actually happen to him. He was so kind and now this...... You will always be in our hearts. We love you Matt......" She says and pours feathers on the tree trunk.

I start to cry and Kol puts and arm around me and I begin crying into his shoulder.

I pass his football jacket over to Elena as she lays it on the trunk. I can't deal my best friend is gone...... Because....... Because of me.

That night

I was rocking Alan to sleep as I heard a knock on my door and gently laid him in the crib.

I walked down the hall and slowly opened the door.

"Kol?" I looked at him.

He looks at me breathing heavily.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I can't take it anymore Caroline." He said

I looked at him confused and watched as he walked inside pasting back and forth.

I close the door and stare at him. "Kol....."

"Kol talk to me. Tell me what's going on?" I asked.

He stopped and looked at me before quickly kissing me cupping my face......