Book Of RANDOMNESS

Ignored

He was the best that I could ever have! But there's times where we fought, we resolved it quickly after so it was not a problem to us.

One afternoon as I came home from work, I quickly find him and back hugged him, to my surprise he didn't look at me instead he just walked away, I was hurt but just a little because he usually surprise me with a hug.

I followed him and ended up at the kitchen, he was cooking so I just waited at the table, after some time he came back but with only his food, I got confused and decided to ask him "you didn't cook for me?" he didn't look up at me and continued eating, I stood up and looked at the pan, it's empty, I was saddened by this so I sat by him and took a spoon, getting some of his food and eating it, he didn't seem to mind so I continued until it was all finished.

He stood up and washed the dish, then he walked away, I followed him once more and ended up at our bedroom, when he sat at the bed I cuddled up to him, nuzzling my face to his chest, and then again I was ignored.

The usual him would hug me back so tight that I couldn't breath and ask me if I want a massage, today was different, he ignored every action I made, so I just changed my outfit to my house clothes and sat on his lap, trying to seduce him.

Nothing worked and it breaks my heart a little, I hated being ignored so I made him look at me, his eyes just show nothing, his expression is neutral and he sighed... I thought he would do something but he stayed like that.

I kissed him but he didn't kiss back, I moved to his neck and made a hickey but no reactions, lastly I tried to make him hard but then again, nothing.

I was getting more and more mad so I just got off his lap and sat next to him, clinging to his arm, nuzzling it.

It's now time for sleep, he laid down and hugged a pillow, sleeping fast and peaceful, this hurts me a lot, he didn't wait for me and he didn't even hugged me, I just hugged him from the back and slept, with tears falling out of my eyes.

The next morning, I woke up and saw him sitting at the bedside, still I was being ignored, I just took a quick bath and dressed up nicely.

I quickly got downstairs and cooked up his favorite dish, chicken, when he got down, I ran to him and showed him the dish but he just turned away and decided to just go outside, my heart was in pieces so I followed him, scared that he has another one, I followed him till he get the his destination and there I saw him....

My tears fell down and I quickly hugged him from his back "don't ignore me!" I said but he didn't listen.

He was looking at something so I looked at it as well, his tears fell down as he kneeled to the ground "I love you!" he said, as he was kneeling on the plaque... With my name on it "please come back.. " his words pierced my heart, he wasn't ignoring me, he couldn't see me anymore, he was ignoring the fact that I was not there anymore...