Miss Park

No Judgement

Jisoo was still in my arms when I woke up. She was sleeping so soundly. We hadn't moved an inch last night, waking up in nearly the same position in which we had fallen asleep.

Her breath against my skin was soft and tender, I loved the feeling of her calm heartbeat against my ribcage. One of my hands were still tangled in her silky mess of hair, I move my fingers gently and massage her scalp, something I know she loves.

I just know how stressed out she must have been lately. But asleep, she looked so peaceful. I could feel her heart thumping in accordance with her slow, deep breaths. Serenity plastered across her flawless face as she slept. She was at peace, her consciousness floating around in the land of dreams, oblivious to the stress and problems of reality.

She'd dozed off almost immediately after her confession last night. All I could do was squeeze her tighter and pull her closer into me, letting her know I was there to support her through my simple actions. She couldn't see me in the darkness of her bedroom last night, so she had no idea I was smiling like a fool.

Jisoo liked Jennie. I couldn't believe it, this was a huge deal. Over the past 3 years I had many emotional conversations with Jennie over how she felt about Jisoo. I had noticed the infatuation Jennie had with the little brunette for myself simply by the way Jennie looked at the older girl. It was unmistakeable. Of course now, Jisoo had no idea that Jennie liked her back, and I knew she was scared that she could ruin the friendship between the two. She doesn't know how wrong she is.

But, I was pulled out of my thoughts by Jisoo raising her head and looking at me. She gave me a tired smile, her features worn and creased. She wiped the green crust away from the corners of her eyes before opening them fully. Jisoo looked exhausted, she had slept for a whole 10 hours and yet she still looked as though she had barely slept a wink. I hadn't realised how stressed she had been over this.

"Hey Lis." Her deep husky morning voice was croaky but quiet.

I pull her in and kiss her forehead. A small peck and a cuddle. "Are you okay?" She nodded and closed her eyes, leaning into my chest once again. "Are you going to tell Jennie?"

This question, however, made her fidget and push herself up from me. "No. I can't I mean, I haven't slept for days. I honestly thought I could just keep it to myself and I would eventually get over it. But, I cant handle it. So I told you."

"You know you can tell me anything, right? I will always love you, no matter what you're struggling with, there is no judgement coming from me. You're always there for me, through whatever I'm going through. Like seriously, I told you that I'm crushing on our freaking English teacher and not one word of judgement came from you. So, I am always here for you, whenever you need me."

"Yeah... I know" She leans in and wraps her arms around my waist, resting her chin on my shoulder.

A thought popped into my head and pushed Jisoo off of me quickly, confusion written all over her face at my sudden actions. But, I just wiggle my eyebrows and try not to laugh. "I finally have a gay friend! A few months ago you were all like 'yeah dick!'. Now look at you".

Jisoo cringes, her face visibly showing disgust. "Shut up".

"So... Jennie huh? She's hot!"

"Oh my god, don't start" I laughed as she squinted her eyes shut and buried her face in her hands, her face turning bright red.

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Jisoo kicked me out of her house and told me she was sick of me after I pressed her to tell me every detail about Jennie and how she came to like her. But, once I'd gotten all of my teasing out of the way, I happily exited and returned home.