UnDecided

Then I laid eyes on you

People tend to get rid of the wrong things,
Or they misvalue your mistakes,
You don't seem as anxious as you
claim, (to be)
Heres the real, its the spill,girl I like you,
Well you say you want a side kick, well girl he's right beside you,
do it because it's right,
I'd try to keep you in the front,
But you'd always keep me behind you,
Never like you liked me,
Yeah,
You as real as they come, I realized,
It's no need in departing,

It's understood,

Never listened to the hype, shit'd never ignite me,
I never got tired,
Talkin bout what you like, you'd never include a type, or even buy in,
Me Im still silent, all my moves they hear about,
I try to keep em private 
( won't say anything )
Now there's not a girl to cut right out of my life,
Cause baby I'm undecided,
You never tell me how you felt at any time,

You as real as I should've, I might've,
Yeah,
I embrace, you,
I'll never be spiteful,If anything supportive,but I can't just be excited,

Yeah,
I'll be open to you, you be open to me,
We both come clean,
I follow your energy, I make sure Im clear to see,
I knew this wasn't guaranteed,
I mean you say that like it's easier,
Did you ever believe me ? Told you I wanted the most for us, when I said the most I meant,1 ultimately,
I used to be so indecisive,
You as real as they come, I realized,
I've been ready to play the part,

You look the best in olive,
You got me April Spilling In The Middle of August,
But I'm reflecting on my mistakes,
I've just been doing OVO shit the XO way,
But I won't let it interfere with my traits, my character, baby it's niggas in positions where there's no catchin up,
I just hope you support me,
I gave certain ones a plan b & they still aborted,
Some don't feel important,
No matter how far I stretch, or spread positivity, they misinterpret,
The gossip, started irking, people speaking for the source but yet they're searching,
Certain things triggered statements,
But never did I speak negative on your name & when asked I was neutral on a consistent basis,