Invisible

Here's a story about a girl who has a rough life.

She wasn't always sad or angry at everyone or everything her life changed when was in seventh grade. She used to be happy and outgoing but something happened that year she didn't want to live anymore. It was the first time she cut it was after she made the cheer team and a few days before fitting she cut herself she wants to feel something, well someone notice the counselor pulled her into her office to talk but all the girl could say was she scraped her arm climbing trees well the counselor called her mom and her mom said she climbs trees all the time so she must have scrapped her arm. After that she knew she had to be more careful well on her thirteenth birthday she came out and told her family she was bi at first her parents were the only ones who expected her well everyone at school found out and she was outcasted and made fun of her because whoever heard of a gay cheerleader at the time and well she found out about herself and her body with the help of one of her guy friends well he called her a sult after a month and she felt like it was true at the time and so she cut again but this time was different she carved slut into her thigh where no one could see her parents never took time to notice her change she was done with sports she cut all of her long and beautiful brown and black hair off well then everyone at school called her a dyke and she was hurt she lost so many friends. People she went to elementary school with all said" I knew she was going to be gay who would want to be friends with a dyke." and with that, she was left alone with only her thoughts and they weren't very good ones at that. Well its her first year of high school she thought she gets a new start well she ended up getting dinogsed with depression after she tried to sneak some boys in at three in the moring her parents finally noticed well she started fighting by her second fight she relized people were right becuase the second fight wa about her being gay well little did they know that she lost her virginty to someone who neverd cared because a senoir guy can have anyone right well thats when things changed for her they got worse but no one ever noticed she thought no one cared about her she had one firend and she stuck around so she was happy to have that one friend well shomore year things were kinda good and kinda bad the good as she finlaly had a friend but the bad was she satred to use drugs and she amost overdoesd in class so she stratend herslef out by the end of the school year she and her first did it again well she had a miscarage and the one person she thought of for help was her group leader from chuch well she was wrong the group leader shamed her and made her feel really bad well. Well the girl kept spiraling down but once again her parents didn't noticed no one did well now she a junior well things got so bad she had a meltdown at school when her mom came to get her she told her mom everything about how she was suicidal and about her previous attempts at suicide she got sent away to a mental health facility well while she was gone her ex started a rumor saying that she can never be happy and that she's gay so she in a mental institution the day she got back she confronted him and he lied to her face, she tried so hard not to punch him and she was so hurt by that because this was someone whom she thought loved her and wanted her to get better but she was wrong and so she goes her favorite teachers class and had a break down. so her parents took her to another facility and she drank so much that she ended up in the hospital and the doctor said one more sip and she would not be here and that she is lucky to be alive well that scared so she quit well she got back to school and she got into a fight over her friend. The girl she fought said that she was psycho and fucked up in the head and wasn't her fault so the girl blacked out with anger and was restrained by four people and was almost arrested she got sent bridge and when she got back everything changed she was happy she had no friends but she wanted to live. That girl right now wishes she would have taken one more sip she is back on drugs she wants to get into a top school but she doesn't feel like she'll get there because she's not smart she just wants to disappear and never see anyone again she wishes she was DEAD!