Underneath The Spotlight [Rusame]

Chapter 11

Russia was in bed looking at the ceiling it was early morning as the sunlight was crawling up the walls, America was already on his air mattress after a late night of work. He still don't know why he could take the air mattress but hey at least the room is big enough for that.

No matter how many times I try close my eyes, I still couldn't have fall asleep. I slept for a few hours but I still felt like there is lots of things going on inside my head, thought after thought.

He only reason he came is to support his friend and his dreams and at the same time he wanted to get away from home even if there wasn't even wasn't problems at home he'll still go for the sake of it.

He knew his father was trying his best but didn't really know how to show his love to his children but still you can't always run away from problems cause eventually they'll catch up and it will be an endless cycle of nothingness but running and running.

He pick to his phone to check the time it was early enough to be awake, Hopefully he doesn't wake anyone He really doesn't want to deal with them at the moment. Russia sat up looking down at America as the papers was scattered across the floor.

Russia shook his head and smiled as he got out of this bed carefully and quietly, he grab the papers on the floor with of course making some noise and walked out of the room into the living room with an arm full of papers that seems to look like it has scribbles all over them.

Russia sat on the couch and grab the remote turning down the volume and when to look at the papers which now laid on his lap. He knew it was wrong to look through people's stuff but it's his fault for just leaving it out in the open anyways.

"I wonder what we have here" Russia said quietly to him. He grab a page that read for the future, he when on to read it.

For the future,
I'll be out
Everyone will know my name
All the problems
Washed away with the strumming of a guitar
And the music drowning out every bad thought we had
For the future
We'll be different
We'll be somewhere
We'll be together
Or we'll weep over something that we couldn't control
For what ever happens
They'll remember my name
They'll remember me
Not only for my music
But for me.

Russia shook his head a bit, he didn't really knew he likes to write stuff like this but of course he is a musician a singer or whatever he likes to call himself.

Hours passes as they all soon awoke with a little simple message on the fridge.

I when to the store to get some more vodka -Russia

As a sigh escaped there lips and smiled sweetly.

"Only if he knew"

Russia was walking out of the store, he sure hopes America decides to move to a different area, he doesn't do good in hot weather. Really no use for the clothes he usually wears.

He walked and was pressing a button to cross the street and be zoned out he was in his daydreams and not until a gut feeling told him to step back but he didn't he just stood there feeling a cold gust of wind on his face finally.

Not until someone grab his arm and pull him back a bit, he didn't have enough time to process why someone randomly pulled him back until he saw a truck and along was the cool breeze he felt before.

"You should be more care, next time" The stranger as the light showed they can cross the street. Russia just nodded to no one and crosses the street making sure he didn't zone out again.

Russia walked more looking at his refection every now and then, trying to find out who is he really?

He can be better than his father.

He can do better.

But he doesn't know how to when there is that feeling for someone that doesn't really want you back.

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Hey everybody I'm so sorry for not posting... I'm not dead is just school started ;-;

And school is sucking the life out of me and I just been to tried and unmotivated to write anything so I tried to write a chapter for you guys :) sorry if it's a short one.... Like I said school been sucking on my energy and my brain is all mushy...

Yeah I know this chapter is all sucky

I been having writers block as well especially for the other book but I'll figure something out

So if there is any mistakes I'll fix it later cause I wrote this at night while I'm all drowsy so yeah...

Alright then lovelies bye ❤ uwu