Hinata's p.o.v
"AHHH!!!" MY scream ripped through the air. Why can't my father just understand? He needs to realize I'm not the strong enough, even Hanabi's stronger than me. Father might as well just throw me out of the clan and make Hanabi the clan leader since he says I'm so useless.
"Why are you such a WEAKLING??!!" my father screamed in my face. "Why do you have to be so stupid, so weak so fragile, so.... so much like....like your MOTHER??!!!" He was getting angrier and angrier.
"I-I'm sorry f-father," I apologized, pathetically.
He kicked me in the stomach. "Would you just STOP apologizing for ONCE IN YOU LIFE!!!And the STUPID stuttering habit of yours is getting on my NERVES!!!!"
"Why can't you get any stronger Hinata? you have to become more fierce and confident, not like the stupid, useless personality you have!"
I swallowed a lump in my throat. tears were running down my face nonstop. It was like everything that I had to put up with, everything I've been through, has been recorded and is replaying over and over of all the times I have failed.
I realized that I have failed everyone that I'm close to.
Shino, kiba, akamaru, kurenai-sensei, Hanabi, my father, Naruto...
...But most of all, my mother.
I barely remembered her but she was my role model. Maybe she was the reason I'm suffering. I copied her and became as fragile as glass and so, so wea-
NO!!!!
It's not my dead mother's fault. she has been long gone before any of the practices with my father began.
It's all my fault. My FAULT I let the people I love down. it's my fault I am not strong enough to even beat my little sister. it's my fault that mother had to die. ALL. MY. FAULT.
If I was strong enough to become a clan leader, mother and father wouldn't have had to have Hanabi. Hanabi was born because father already knew I was not going to become a great clan leader.
That was when it hit me.
Everyone doubted me. none of the people I cared about and faith in me. they didn't believe in me.
Shino, kiba, akamaru, kurenai-sensei, my father, hanabi, naruto; they always had this emotion in their eyes that they always directed to me, but I could never figure what that emotion was.
Now I figured it out, it was pity. they looked at me like that every single time. they pity me, knowing I am and not ever will be strong enough.
That's all going to change.
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