" I hate my life I fucking hate it !" Says Alicia screaming to herself . " I will never be normal , No one loves me , No one will ever love me , I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life . that's when I broke down and grabbed my blade.
The blade sliced my skin open as if I was stabbing meat really angrily. I watched as the blood ooze out of me like water falling from a cracked cup. The pain doesn't hurt because I'm use to it . I cut myself so often .
Okay so let me introduce myself (writing in my diary) . My name is Alicia Valentine . I am 16 years old.I'm a little under weight because I don't have the apittite to eat all the time . I have been constaly bullied since the 6th grade, because of my looks , weight, skin ETC. and I'm a sophomore now. I live with my (balls fist up and clenches teeth) step father . (Her eyes began to water). I've been living with him every since I was 10, and that's when my life turned into a live in hell ! I hate the fucking bastard ! I can't wait until I'm 18 and I can be able to move out . I'm sick and tired of the abuse ! , the torture , Him calling me names , him raping me , and Last ! him not allowing my to see my little sister who is handy cap (Breaks down crying tears of anger) My Mother was my only supporter and she's been gone for over 6 years now . I miss her so much words can't explain the hurt I feel. Every since my mother died that's when my life turned around . I no longer had an idol to look up to . I began having low self-esteem . That's when I became a self-harmer . My mother lifted my heart up when I was down . It's crazy how its all gone now because some stupid driver wasn't paying attention to the road and crashed right into her car . (Cry heavy) . "I just want her back , I want my old life back please " . When I get over whelmed like this I vent to my diary because I have no one else to talk to I have no one I am alone and its very depressing . I thought I had my step dad but I don't I learned that the first time he molested me ! He is suck a fucking asshole . a sick bastard ! that will scare me for the rest of my life. All of this is breaking me slowly. This is the end of my Intro. I'll be back sooner then you think
Sincerely, Alicia
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Teen Fiction" I hate my life I fucking hate it !" Says Alicia screaming to herself . " I will never be normal , No one loves me , No one will ever love me , I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life . that's when I broke down and grabbed my blade.
