, "Ernt,Ernt,Ernt"! My alarm clock keeps ringing ! I instaly snatched it from the socket with strong force throwing it with all my might at my wall not caring if I put a hole or not . and I didn't care if I got electrocuted either. I wish I hadn't woke up ! That's just how I feel. And it's nothing new , this is on a daily basis. " What am I going to wear ? " (Shakes head) and signs "Ugh idk ". I drag my lazy ass out of bed and go look in my closet . "idek why I'm stressing for an outfit to wear to school when his selfish [behind] doesn't buy me much ?" . "Fuck it" I'm just going to throw on some Fitted jeans, Black tank-top,- Purple Cartigan, and black boots.
"ALICIA IT'S 6:40 ! HURRY BEFORE YOUR BUS LEAVES , YOU KNOW IT COMES AT 6:45 . AND IF YOU MISS SCHOOL YOU KNOW YOU PUNISHMENT !" Daniel says sarcastically
" Okay I'm on my way out give me a second." I say trying to stay calm .
, I hurry and get all my things . I have no time to waste . I hate being alone in this house with Daniel . If he could molest me all day he would ! I'm Running down the steps so I can make it to my bus stop in time . So I won't miss my bus , But when I reach the bottom of the stair case Daniel is Staring at me up and down biting his lip. "That moment I instantly wanted to spit in his face , but I didn't because he takes care of me until I'm old enough to get my own shit" . I walk past him disgusted . When I walked to the door . I felt his hands grab my waist.My body cringed immitially. He kissed my neck and let me leave .
(FEELINGS)
I wanted to cry . I hate when he touches me . I just want to run away forever and never return ! I want to call the police and tell but I don't want to be in child protective services ! and I most definitely won't be able to sneak and see my little sister ! . It's just not fair.
I Ran like I was a cheetah on a mission to hunt. I was relieved to know my bus was running late . I would've hated to stay home with that son of a bitch . I say I'll give it about 10 minutes before my bus pulled up . I don't care if I had to wait an hour as long as I have some time to escape that house. I step on to the bus and I felt all eyes. My heart dropped and I became uncomfortable. I just took a seat in the front.
On the way there I heard whispers , I've had pencils thrown at me , people pulling my hair , I just sat there because I am defenseless I have nobody to protect me . I'm just weak . and this is what makes me a self-harmer my environment . I just prayed to god and ask that everything gets better and can he please have my mother look over me . A smile spread across my face because I thought of my mother . That's the only reason why I didn't try to comity suicide . She's still my hope , I know she's mentally , not physically .
" Ernttttt " the sound of the screeching tires scrapping across the ground . I snap back in to reality and braced my self for what ever hell comes my way . I am now at school
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B.R.O.K.E.N
Teen Fiction" I hate my life I fucking hate it !" Says Alicia screaming to herself . " I will never be normal , No one loves me , No one will ever love me , I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life . that's when I broke down and grabbed my blade.
