B.R.O.K.E.N

Chapter 4

I woke up and yarned . wondering why I was so sleepy. and then I remembered . and sadly lowered my head . I had a headache from all the crying and screaming. I thought I could sleep it off but I thought wrong.

"Grrr!" my stomach yelled at me to feed it. I barely eat. and when I'm hungry its like my stomach is touching my back . I run down the steps and search for something quick to make like a mouse looking for its cheese. Finally I put almost a whole bag of pizza rolls in the microwave.

"Beep ,Beep,Beep" the food is finished . I hate the sound of the beeping that's why I always stop the microwave before 1 second . But this time I didn't care, I just wanted to eat .

, As I'm eating I'm thinking about trying to change. I use to be bigger then what I am . My Long brown curly hair was in the middle of my back . My nice caramel skin was perfect and now its damaged because of my cuts. I want my old body back. I stopped caring for myself because no one cared about me. I'm now skinny as crap, my hair fell out and its damaged, my skin is all scard up. and I don't have nothing to do with my life everywhere I go I get bullied .

I'm finished eating now that was a relieve because I was so full and I am no longer hungry. I go upstairs and turn on my t.v. Im still a big kid I like watching Disney. So when I turned to channel 52 good luck charle was on. and I notice how happy there family was , It reminded me of the times my old family had like that . Every since my mom past it's been like that. I fall asleep in my thoughts.

This time when I woke up it was 2:00p.m . I get dress and make my way to the door. I haven't saw my little sister in a long time . I miss my little kiddo ❤ . She is another thing that makes me strong . Also I have to get my self together for her and show her that I'm strong . She was 1 when our mother died so she didn't understand much. She is now 7 . and Handy cap . The day my mother passed away layla was in the back seat of the car . and when the other car hit the side of my mothers car, she hurt her spine and it paralyzed her . I Look down teary eyed . but I looked up and swallowed the lump in my throat .

Im now at my destination. I gently knock on the door of Layla's house. and Her father answers with a warm welcome smile. I gentally smiled back and he moved aside to let me in . I walk straight to my sisters room . to see her sitting in her bed ,back against the wall, playing with her barbie doll. I smile at how big she's getting ❤ I interrupt her by saying

"Hey my big baby I missed you ".

she smiles at me in disbelief like she haven't saw me in a decade . And throws her hands up so I can hug her . I run over to the bed and I give her what she wants and long hug and kiss on the cheek I didn't want to let her go . she reminds me of my mother so much. It hurted me when she had to live with her father even though I know he's taking good care of her . he's always been a good dad . Layla looks at me like shes trying to study my face . I got lost and my thought and I said "How's it going ?" she snapped into reality and answer in her sweet tiny voice . I just smile at her and she smiles back . Its been thirty minutes before I read the book to her like always . And then I give her a hug and kiss and leave because I know he will be wondering where I went .