Simula
Binaba ko ang aking shades at tumingala ako sa ulap na sobrang asul at sa sobrang matirik at masakit na araw. It somewhat reminds me of how my life continues every single day, kahit ano mang kayod ang iyong gagawin upang umangat sa maginhawang buhay na dapat sayo, may isang bagay o tao talagang magnanakaw sa ano man ito. Just like how pleasing the sky is supposed to be, we cant stare at it for a long time because of the sun's aching rays, kung iisipin man nating mabuti, hindi naman natin maappreciate ang ganda ng araw kung walang langit.
Agad akong tumayo sa sun lounger na inuupuan ko, at dumiretso pabalik sa restaurant ng The Coast.
Habang lumalakad, I can easily notice the stares of a lot of people na nandidito sa resort, I am very aware of how mature I look despite my young age, I am no reserved teen, maaga na akong mulat sa mga bagay bagay and with some experience from modeling, I gained the confidence of showing my white skin without worry.
Wearing a black stringed bikini under a white see through sundress, stringed sandals, a tiny LV brown sling bag, and shades. Bellboys and waiters can't seem to take their eyes off of me for less than 10 seconds.
Nang nakarating na sa pintuan ng restaurant, pinagbuksan ako agad ng waiter ng glass door nila sabay bati. "Good morning Ms. Aboitiz,"
"Good morning!" I greeted back. He then guided me to an available table for two.
I ordered an organic chicken Stroganoff for lunch, at pagakatapos ay dumiretso na sa aking grand suite.
Marami ang may mataas na pagtingin sa akin at sa aking pamilya, my father Prutacio Luigi Aboitiz who is trilingual, is a share holder of a wine company in Rome, and is also the owner of the country's branch of El Dante restaurants, a restaurant with Italian cuisine.
My mother Clarissa Venice Antonio Beltran, is the oldest daughter of the country's second real estate company, The Beltran's.
At a very young age, my mother died because of an accident. I vaguely remembered that night, nag away sila ni daddy pagkatapos naming maghapunan, it had something about daddy having a mistress. My mom had a break down, nagalit siya kayy Dad at hindi niya ito matanggap, my father broke a holy promise, and him being unfaithful shows that his love for my mother is shallow. My mom was so angry nang nag desisyon siyang mag layas in the middle of the night, probably planning for an annulment the next day, I still remembered her kissing my forehead before saying goodbye.
It hunted me for years, wakes me up from my sleep and resulted me to have grudges kay Daddy and then everything went worse when he married the mistress two years after my mom's funeral, it broke my heart. I don't know who to run up to, my mother's family doesn't care nang tinalikuran nila si mom nang kinasal sila ni dad, they didn't like dad back then because of his past connections with politicians. Nagbibigay lang sila nang shares kay mommy dahil tumutulong din siya sa kompanya, but other than that, she was hated by my lolo, but lola was so kind to consider her.
Dad on the other hand, problemado din siya kahit nakahiga sa pera. He has a lot of enemies in the business world, dahil na rin siguro matapang, marahas at istrikto siya sa negosyo, he's ruthless, he has no mercy.
Ang sarili ko lang ang mayroon ako, my trust frund is built by mother's share in the company every month, and my father's monthly allowance.
My mother's properties all over the country are even under my name now. I may be young but I'm filthy rich. Nagpaplano na rin akong i-develop ang mga lupain na mga ito into resorts when I get a bit older. Sa ngayon, my accountant is the one who organizes my payments for my taxes using my bank accounts.
I have all the freedom to travel wherever I want alone but only on weekends. Marami sa inyo ang nag iisip na maganda ang buhay ko, oo, maganda nga, pero behind that is hell. My father doesn't care for me in all aspects, after my mom's death, he just thrown people money para alagaan ako, he was too busy with his new wife even up till now. I also have attitude problems, depression and more shits like that. I'm very rebellious and bad influenced teen, I learned how to drink and party at age 16, and I sometimes take drugs to take away my pain.
Now that I'm 18, I just wanna enjoy life before I die. I don't want to have regrets, okay lang kahit malimutan nila ako, sanay naman ako eh, pero masakit parin, I have no one to run up to, I have no one to hang on.
I miss my mom very much...
