Flaws

Chapter 3

I cried the rest of the night. Locked in my room all alone. No one out of the 6 people in my house came to check on me or ask me to dinner. I didn't need food any way. I was already fat enough. That's probably why Harry didn't want to talk to me. Who would want to talk to the weird fat kid that always has ear buds in. No one that's who.

I must of cried for a good 2 hours straight before deciding I need to calm down. I took a bunch of deep breathes sitting up from where I was curled into a ball on my bed realizing I left a wet spot on my pillow from where I was crying. I couldn't even remember what I was crying about. I had a really sweet romantic moment with Harry. I smiled a little bit thinking of the lanky boy I just met that morning. Or yesterday looking over to see that it was one in the morning. I ruined it though. I ruined my chances of ever having a friend or maybe even a boy friend. Who am I kidding. Harry probably have a girl friend by the end of this week. I curled back into a ball and cried my self to sleep.

When I woke up I checked the clock. It was 8 am. School started in 20 minutes. It didn't matter I wasn't planing on going to school any way. I couldn't face Harry on the bus and I didn't have a car so I didn't see a point. I would just sit alone at lunch while other kids stared and whispered about me. I would just disappear into the back if the class. That's why way to often the teacher marked me absent from class because they didn't see me. I decided to go back to sleep.

The second time i woke up it was 1 pm. I checked my phone. I had a text message from Harry, "bus buddy?" I ignored it deciding to get my self a glass of water. I didn't want any food and was not planing on eating for a couple days. I walked down the cold hall way of my empty quiet house. No one was home. My four sisters where at school and my mom was at work. I got my glass of water and went back into my room.

I decided to watch some Netflix on my laptop. Soon again falling back asleep. The next time I woke it was to a hand brushing my fringe out of my face. I snapped my eyes open. Startled. Defiantly not expecting to see a lanky green eyed man child gazing at me.

"Harry?" I sleeply questioned.

"Hi Louis." He mumbled.

"What are you doing here? How did you get into my room?" I said in horror realizing that Harry was in my room. I looked around my room panicked glad to see that my ocd came in handy so my room was clean.

"I was worried about you and your Mum let me in." He mumbled putting his hands in his lap.

"Oh," I mumbled. "How long have you been sitting here?" Reaching out for my phone seeing that it was 3pm and school has been out for and hour.

"About 30 minutes." He said looking down at his hands.

I didn't know what to say so I continued to look at my phone and saw that I had 3 missed calls and 5 texts from Harry. "Are you ok?" "Louis. Why weren't you at school?" "Can I come over?" "I'm coming over" "I need to Know you're ok"

Did he really care about me?

"I'm sorry for barging in like this, I just needed to make sure you were okay. I don't know what happened yesterday. We were having a good time and then you got really upset. I'm sorry if I did something. I really am." He said still looking down.

I looked down at my own hands. We where both siting cross crossed facing each other on opposite sides of my tiny bed.

"It's my fault. I screwed it up. I don't know how to make friends." I whispered hanging my head.

"what? I don't see how you screwed this up. I'm not good at making friends either. That's why I moved here to Donny. I was bullied so much at my school my mom decided to move. I'm sorry if I made that moment awkward when we fell." He said making eye contact with me.

"How where you Bullied? Your going to be so popular here." I said staring back into his green eyes.

"I was really skinny and tall and tripped every step I took and whore glasses. Complete nerd." He said with a slight chuckle.

I hung my head trying to hide my glasses that I was wearing. Embarrassed and upset.

"No no no!! I didn't mean to offend your glasses. You look cute in them." He said smiling.

I blushed. Then Harry blushed realizing what he said.

"Are you okay Lou?" He said placing his hand over mine. I could feel my skin burning up as he looked into my eyes. "Also you still owe my a footie lesson." He said smiling. "This guy Niall told me to try out. I said I'm no good but I know this amazing player Louis and that he could teach me and we both could try out."

Niall was captain of the varsity footie team.

"HARRY!" I whined. "You've never seen me play what if I stink?"

"I know you don't. I can tell." He said smirking. "Now come on and teach me! Try outs are next week!" He said taking my hand and dragging me out of my room down stairs and outside to my backyard to practice footie.

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A/n

Sorry this was so short and took so long to update! I can't wait to really get this story going!

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