I Can't Forget You (Slowly Updating)

I Can't Forget You

Chapter 1:

"Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is (crazy is)

When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix (there's nothing to fix)

And you pray, pray, pray (oh)

That everything will be okay (everything will be okay)

While you're making all the same mistakes."

That's my favorite song. I can hear Niall's voice every time, just like I heard it those two years ago. Yes, I've heard Niall's voice in real life. He and I used to be best friends, inseparable. I wiped the tears from my eyes as the school bus stopped.

I walked into the school and to my locker sullenly, still remembering everything.

WHOOOOOSH *FLASHBACK*

We sat on my front porch swinging on the bench swing. My brownish-blonde hair hung around my face as we joked and talked about our day. We went to different schools so it was difficult to talk during the school day. I was lucky to have him next door to me.

"So I just sat there looking out the window all day, until I heard the teacher say, "I am the walrus!" he laughed. I laughed with him and looked into his deep blue eyes. They weren't dark, they were deep.

"Did you hear me, Jen?" Niall asked.

Hmm? Oh, shit! I wasn't listening!

"Sorry, Niall! What were you saying?" I apologized. He laughed and shook his head, "You always were one to wonder off into your own mind, now weren't you Jenny?" He smiled and I smiled back.

"Jennyyyyyy! I was telling you something importaaaaaant!!!" he whined.

I grinned, "Sorry, Niallerrrrrrrr!!! I was just thinking!"

He smiled again, we tended to smile at each other a lot. "Well, I WAS telling you, remember that audition for the X-Factor?!" I nodded my head enthusiastically, waiting for an answer. "Weeeell... wait for it...."

"Damn it, Niall James Horan! Tell me before you get kicked in every genital you own!" I shouted playfully. He faked concern. "B-b-but my tiny Horans!" he whimpered. I tried to hold in the laugh, but it ended up coming out anyway.

"Niall! Back to the audition!" I laughed out.

"Oh yeah!" He remembered, "So- drum roll please!" I rolled my fingers on the arm of the bench swing. "Great! I, Niall James Horan have been accepted into the X-Factor!"

*TIIIIIIIIME JUUUUUMP!!!!!*

It was three days later, and this was the last of school for the summer. Niall was leaving this month and he's going to be continuing schooling in the X-Factor house. 'I'm gonna miss him so much!' I thought.

"Hey! Jenners!" I heard Niall shout. My heart did a back-flip....wait WHAT?! Did I LIKE Niall? I mean yeah, we loved each other, but it was more like a brother and sister type love- a least I think it is...

I turned around yo see him bounding after to me on the sidewalk. "NIALLER!!!!!" I screamed, running and hugging him. He hugged the crap out of me- his famous Horan Hug! I squeaked from how tight his hold was and he blushed and put me down.

"Hey Mellie! I-I need to talk to you about something. Something, rather personal." he said all serious.

"Oh my God, Niall! I don't need to know about your man periods!" I yelled, drawing attention to us. He chuckled and blushed from the attention. "Come on Jen, not funny!" he said as he dragged me home.

"Yeah, it kinda was!" I shouted.

He was silent until we got to my house. I sat on the same bench swing we have for years. I expected him to sit right next to me, but he... didn't. I looked up at Niall to see him standing in front of me. I gasped when he got down on his knees in front of me and took hold of my hands.

"I told you, I needed to talk to you." he said looking into my eyes. 'What is he talking about? Why is he on his knees? Is he still going to X-Factor?' So many things were running through my mind at that moment, and then the bell rang.

WHOOOOOOSH *FLASHBACK OVER!!!*

I jumped as I heard the five minute bell ring for homeroom. 'Oh shit!' I thought 'I'm gonna be late!' I rushed getting my locker open, and put all my things in. I looked in the mirror, straightened my hair, and paused as my eyes brushed over the One Direction poster hanging on the wall.

I touched the Paper Niall's cheek. "Oh God, Niall..." I thought aloud "Why did you have to go?"

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A/N: So yeah this is a Niall Horan fanfic (obvious isn't it?!) so vote, comments are always welcome (except for hate, no hate. no. hate.), and add this to reading lists! ;) This was originally supposed to be 'Green Hearts- A Niall Horan Story' but crap got mushed up so it's a completely different story! So, yeah, enjoy luvies!