'i have always loved you'

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Information: neither have boyfriends in this, they are on tour and are in the tour bus. Ally, Normani and Dinah have fallen asleep and Lauren sat in the same room as Camila.

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Camila's pov:

Her eyes are like the ocean- and i was lost in the middle. Her body is like a radiator- making me feel warm even on the coldest of nights. And her touch is like heaven.

We always had an open friendship, but it was the kind of one where we joked about being together but told each other our crushes. Correction, Lauren told me her crushes and i just pretended to fancy other people so she didn’t latch on that i liked her.

Correction, loved her. Seeing her everyday and not being able to tell her that all i want to do is touch her is the hardest thing i could ever do.

“Camila” she said, snapping me out of my gaze.

“Oh sorry i was just….”

“Watching me?” She finished and jokingly winked. 

Oh if only she knew… If only.

Lauren's pov:

I took a quick glance at Camila, hoping she wouldn’t notice. I don’t think you understand how difficult it is for me pretending i don’t like her. Oh shit she saw me looking.

Oh wait that must mean she’s looking. Hang on she’s staring at me- okay act normal, smile, be pretty. I secretly loved her staring at me and i don’t think she meant to and i don’t think she’s even thinking about me but shes looking in my direction and when she does that i like to pretend to myself shes thinking about me. About us. She looked in an amazingly cute state of shock when i said her name.

“Camila” then she started stuttering so i made a Camren joke. She laughed; omg i fucking love it when she laughs at my jokes, cos when i make her laugh i know i’m making her happy which makes things better for me as i know i will never have the chance to make her happy in any other department.

I tilted my phone away from her view and scrolled down the ‘Camren’ tag on tumblr. I’m pretty glad they ship us because then i don’t feel like it’s just me. I’m also glad they captured Camila squeezing my bum because i sometimes think i imagined that.

Camila's pov:

Why is Lauren tilting her phone away from me? Is she texting her crush?? This is driving me mad with lust, i just want to embrace her scent and cuddle up to her, i also want to do a bit more if you know what i mean. 

Lauren's pov:

I looked up and saw jade quickly look away. Oh fuck. I think she’s just seen me on the Camren tag.

“What u doin?” She said angrily.

Oh no i’ve upset her, she probably thinks i’m some obsessive stalker. My secret has to come out now. 

“Laur is this about who you like” she questioned. Busted! She knows i like her. Time to confess all… Here goes

“No Camz. This is about who i love….” I attempted to look slightly attractive to her as i said those words, for once i didn’t want to look her in the eyes. She ran off to her bed. She left me. She hates me doesn’t she?

Camila's pov:

My heart broke in to a million tiny little pieces and came out my eyes. She might as well of just punched me in the face.

I love her and she loves someone else: the worst thing is thats she’s in the other room texting them. That person.

I hate the person she’s texting but i had to hide it, running off looked suspicious. Time to pretend to be interested in in who she loves.

Lauren's pov:

Camila walked sheepishly into the room- has she been crying? Yes i think she has: why do i have to make my only love cry.

“So who were you texting” she asked

“No one, i wasn’t texting anyone” i replied.. I think she’s trying to pretend she thinks i love someone else.

“Camz lets not pretend. You know i was going through the camren tag and i love you”

Camila's pov:

“I love you” she said. Those words echoed in my head as i fell into her arms and onto her lap.

“Lauren i thought you were texting someone and you loved someone else i love you too. I have always loved-”


before i could say anything else she had thrusted her tongue deep into my mouth and i was in heaven as we tumbled off the sofa- still kissing, and on to the floor.

*1 hour later

Camila's pov:

The door swung open without warning and Normani walked in. I quickly removed my fingers from the inside of my new girlfriend and got dressed as Normani apologised and walked out. I was terrified she was freaked out until i heard her say

“me, Ally and Dinah have always shipped you two” as she walked out, firmly shutting the door.

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