“Can I ask you a question?” Camila asks, she was laying next to me on my bed and we were just staring up at the ceiling with Lana playing in the background.
I laugh a little and nudge her
“You just did.” I tell her, she rolls her eyes and makes a face at me.
“Ha ha yeah I’m being serious.” She says and then sits up, she crosses her legs and stares down at me
I look back up at her and smile a little
“Of course camz you can ask me anything you know that.” I say
She sighs and closes her eyes
It’s silent for a few more seconds and I start to get a little worried, is she okay?
“camz? What’s wro-“ she cuts me off
“I-If i was like… into girls… what would you think about me?” She asks me, her eyes still closed and her lip between her teeth
I take a moment taking in what she just told me, a little part in me wanted to jump up and down because I’ve had a crush on her since 7th grade and now she tells me? Wow
I sit up and sit right in front of her so we are face to face.
“camz open your eyes.” I tell her and smile
She opens her eyes and there are tears there.
My smile fades and I wipe her tears as she cries.
“Camila oh my god why are you crying babe? You know I love and accept you always, don’t cry baby.” I tell her, I take her head in my hands and rub her cheeks, trying to soothe her.
“It’s not just that. I also love you. I love you and I hate myself for it because I know you don’t feel the same way I’m so sorry.” She cries and pulls away from me.
There must be a god.
I stay silent for a second.
I move over to her and kiss her cheek.
She stops her crying for a second and looks at me shocked.
She was about to speak when I kissed her softly and quick on the lips.
I lean back and look at her. I smirk a little bit.
“Feelings mutual, love.” I say and bite my lip
She leans back over to me and kisses me passionately. I begin to lay back on the bed so she can climb on top of me. She lays between my legs and kisses me a bit harder. I put my hand in her hair and tug a little causing her to sigh. One of her hands cradled my face and the other hand grabbing my thigh. I never want this feeling to end. Oh my go-
Her phone rang and it startled both of us.
She stops kissing me and looks at me for a moment before getting up and grabbing her phone.
I laid on the bed, blushing and trying to comprehend what is happening right now.
“I um… I have to get home my mom needs help with some dumb shit.” She says and smirks a bit.
I nod my head, totally shook from that little make up session.
“u-uh yeah… tell sinu i said h-hi.” I try to get out, I know my face is red.
She smiles and comes back over to me
“Please tell me that wasn’t just a one time thing.” She asks and bites her lip.
I shake my head and smile
“Definitely not.” I tell her and laugh
