Better With Fangs

(23)Love is a scary thing

     I told Savannah this morning I would go with her and we have spent all day packing my stuff. Brent totally hates my decision but he respects it. I haven't told Niall yet but I figured I could go over there and talk it out with him. Leaving him will be the hardest thing I will ever do. "You can change your mind if you want kiddo." Sav said as she walked in the room.

     "It's what has to be done.  I think I should go talk to him now." I said as I packed one of the last boxes. Sav nodded as I grabbed my phone and walked out of the house. I sped over there so I was there within seconds. I was about to knock on the door when it swung open to reveal Dylan who looked like he was in a hurry "Whats the rush about?" I asked him. "My older cousin is going into labor and she's having twins. So I have to hurry and pick up Zoey, then head out of town. Sorry to leave so fast but I gotta go..... and Niall's in his room so feel free to just go." He said while running out the house. "Well tell her I said congrats!"

     I let myself in and walked up the steps making my way to Niall's room. I found his door and knocked before letting myself in. Luckily he was just sitting on his bed on his phone "Hey Ni, sorry to just barge in but I needed to tell you something." I told him. "Don't worry babe, its okay. What do ya want to tell me." He said as he scooched to the end of the bed in front of me. I took a deep breath. "Savannah has given me the news that she will be leaving to travel the world... She wants me to go with her, and I think it's for the best that I do go."

     "What? So your just gonna leave like that? Your just gonna drop everything ya have here and leave? What about us? Why would ya do this?" He asked me all at once while he stood up. "I think I should leave because your better off without me. Im a vampire, Niall. You can't be happy with me forever without becoming like me and you may want this but I can't do it without you hating me in the end. So it's better if I leave you." I said with tears threatening to fall.

     "Ya might think it's gonna be better, but trust me I would rather be sad everyday knowing it wont last forever with ya, than being miserably depressed without ya. So when ya leave it will be the end of me." He said starting to get emotional but not crying yet. I couldn't hear this anymore, the more I heard his voice the more I wanted to stay.
"Goodbye Niall." I said and turned around to walk out the door, but before I could leave he grabbed my wrist and whispered
"Please."

     I could sense the saddnes in his voice so I turned around and looked him in the eyes but before I knew it I attached my lips to his. He soon responded and this kiss is different to any other kiss we have ever shared before. The kiss was passionate and romantic. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he did the same to my waist. I soon got out of hand when I pushed him against the bed. He sat down and I straddled his lap without breaking the kiss.

     Next thing I know is Im taking his shirt off and our kiss is even more heated. He takes my top off exposing my teal bra and I smiled to myself. We took a second to breath while resting our foreheads on each others. We continued but I soon got to overthinking and I stopped him.
"What's wrong, baby?" He sounded concerned. "You know how I feel right? I love you and you love me." He nodded furiously "But whats so wrong about that?" He lifted my chin up and made me look in to those gorgeous blue eyes.

     "Im scared" I said. "Scared of what?" he asked me." Falling out of love. I can't help but think this could end anytime soon and no one will be there to catch me." I told him. "Love, as long as Im here I'll always be there to catch ya." and when he said that I knew I was no longer afraid. I leaned my head in again but this time slower and continued where we left off.
"If ya don't want to do this and ya want to stop just tell me, okay?" Niall told me concerned. "Niall, I love you and there's nothing I want more."

     We both smiled and he flipped me over on the bed and came up to kiss me. In this moment I realized that Niall Horan isn't just gonna be the love of my life, he will be the love of my whole entire existence. I never thought I could love someone so much but this feeling is so strong I can't even call it love anymore. It's so much more than that. I never thought love could do this to me but this feeling was just the beginning of the most incredibly amazing night of my life.

    

OMFG! The Steal my girl video was perfect.