Tae: "I'm Kim Taehyung"
Y/n: "how are you?"
Tae: "it's okay, and you?"
Y/n: "I'm fine, thankyou. What are you doing in your daily life"
Tae: "well, I'm a mafia boss and I don't care about others"
Y/n: "can you tell me why that happened?"
Taehyung dumped himself on the bed and just laid there, he was thinking on how to tell the thing he wanted to tell.
I dumped myself to. when I did that he started talking.
Taehyung: "it started when I was 6, I was young and dump. I came back from school and I saw my whole family laying on the ground, in blood... except my mom, she lives far away from me, because she is afraid of me. Afraid of what I will do now, or in the future.
I was innocent back then. But since that day, I was angry everyday. I began bullying kids and got into the mafia life. I was strong and the leader of the gang gived me an higher rank every month. I didn't care about others anymore, I started killing people without mercy.
And I started letting my angryness out with raping girls, I'm sorry if you think that I'm a disgusting, ugly human right now"
I saw a tear falling from his cheek.
I caressed his cheek and said: "it's okay, taehyung, you had a rough past. It's logic you are angry. But you know what? I think you are more sad then angry. And about that raping. Why didn't I see any girls when I came in this house."
Taehyung: "because I stopped, I only want to focus on you, because I know you are the one, I love you."
Y/n: "can I tell you about my past?"
Taehyung: "I will listen"
I took a sigh and started talking
Y/n: "when I was born, I lived with my aunt, I didn't have parents, no siblings. They all died, I just don't know how. My aunt was always harsh to me, she slapped me, she did sexual shit to me. When I was 15, my aunt went out to shop, and she never came back. Everyday I cried myself to sleep. I lived by myself, had to work by myself."
Taehyung: "what about school"
Y/n: "I am actually not even popular on school, and I hate school. My teachers never even noticed I had bruises and hickeys and stuff, they all didn't even ask how I was doing"
Taehyung: "I'm sorry"
Y/n: "it's okay, it's not your fault"
Taehyung looked me in the eyes
I had a feeling, it felt warm.
I felt safe, I closed my eyes and gave him a hug, he immediately responded and petted my back. He noticed me crying.
Taehyung: "it's okay, let it out, you are safe, no one can do something to you"
I couldn't help it anymore and cried everything out.
When I was done crying I stand up.
Taehyung also stood up, he putted his arms around my waist and he leaned in, so did I.
Our lips were so close, it was quiet in the room, I could feel and hear his breath against my skin.
How could I deserve him?
We closed our eyes and leaned in more, I felt perfect.
Taehyung holded me tighter and I putted my hands around his neck.
Just when our lips almost touched, jimin knocked on the door.
Taehyung and I separated as fast as we could, I could see frustration in his eyes. We both sighed. (Is that a sentence, idk anymore)
Taehyung whispered
Taehyung: "fuck"
Jimin came in and said: "you guys wanna watch a movie together?"
Y/n: "uhmm, yeah sure"
Tae again sighed and said (in a cold tone): "yeah jimin, thankyou"
We went down stairs and sat down.
Jungkook and jimin went getting some snacks and I asked (to taehyung): "what kind of movie you wanna watch?"
Taehyung: "we always watch a horror or mafia movie, blood and guns are our thing"
I hate horror movies, I can't see blood and cuts, omg I don't wanna die, I get nightmares, ooh no.
I whispered: "taehyung, I'm scared of that things"
Tae: "it's okay, I'm here, no one can do something to you, you can always hold me if you're scared, and if you are still scared, I can hold you tighter"
When Tae said the last word, jimin and jungkook came in.
Jungkook: "lets geeeetttt ittt!!!!!"
Jimin: "today, we are watching a horror movie. Today, much blood and fights, grab your blankets and popcorn and we can start"
Taehyung saw me being scared af, and said (again in a cold tone): "yeah yeah, sure, can we start."
The movie started and in the first ten minutes, there already was blood, gun, fighting.
Taehyung enjoyed the movie.
My breathing became heavier and I couldn't think clear. My vision blurred a bit but I got back to world because taehyung shaked me. Thank god he was there, I can't pass out today.
When I had clear vision again, I looked at the tv. there was much blood and I buried my head in taehyung's chest.
I had that feeling again.
~~~I felt safe~~~
