𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬//Janthony DISCONTINUED

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏

jadens pov
  I hate flying, planes scare the living crap out of me. I honestly wish I would've said no to Trent and stayed home instead of going to this tour. Tour has me even more nervous. With my really bad social anxiety and depression I have a feeling that tour isn't gonna go so well.

𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝

  I walk out of the airport I see a group of guys next to a bus. "Must be them" I say to myself. "What if they don't like me? What if i'm just burden to them?" My thoughts were interrupted by a shout. "Jaden over here" says Trent, their manager.  I grab my suitcase walking up to the group while my anxiety is taking over my body. "Hey I'm Chase this is Noen, Chase Keith, Payton, Cynthia, Griffin, Kevin, and Anthony" The last boy caught my eye, Anthony Reeves. He is a brown haired boy with piercing blue eyes. He's actually really cute, wait what am I saying I like girls, right? "Hi" I mumbled. I was basically shitting bricks I was so nervous. I guess Anthony could sense my nervousness because he said to the rest of the guys that him and me are going to go the bathroom. I jumped in surprise when he grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bathroom. " Is it weird that I already feel comfortable around Anthony" I thought. "Jaden that's so weird and creepy, he probably thinks you're some type of weirdo. Anthony probably brought you to the bathroom just to tell me that he doesn't want me near him because i creeped him out. Did i creep everyone out? Were the guys mad at me for mumbling?" I start trembling and become dizzy. I feel like  I'm being choked, I can't breathe. I can't hear Anthony asking if i'm alright. Through my tears I see he has a concerned look on his face. That's when my knees buckle and I begin to fall to the ground with my eyes closed preparing for the impact, but I didn't touch the ground. I open my eyes and look at Anthony.
Anthony's pov
As I took him to the bathroom I saw Jaden starting to cry. He looked dizzy and looked like he was shaking. I then realized that he was having a panic attack. He was about to fall when I caught him. "Hey, hey babe. You're okay, you are okay." I kept repeating myself as I sat on the ground and gently put him in my lap, cradling him. He was hyperventilating, "Breathe in, and out. In and out." He began to sob into my chest and I just held him, soothing him. "I'm sorry i know i'm making you really  uncomfortable i'll leave" Jaden said between sobs. I don't know why but I felt like my heart broke right then and there. Jaden tried to get up but i just held him tighter. "it's okay, i'm not uncomfortable. it's okay." His sobs quieted down to soft whimpers. I kept running my hands through his hair as I spoke "Do you want to talk about it?" He shakes his head" "Okay we can talk about it later, lets go back the guys are probably worried about us" I spoke softly to him. He whimpered when I told him. "It's okay babe there is so reason to be worried they will love you." His soft eyes looked up at me, "Thank you" hesaid. "No problem babe." Jaden blushes every time I calm him that, I think i'll call him that more often. "Now lets go back we've been in here for a while. As we got up i could tell Jaden was getting really nervous again. I grabbed and squeezed his hand for reassurance. He smiled at me, his smile is so cute.
jaden's pov
"Did you guys fuck or were you just really constipated" Payton yelled. Everyone laughed. I just look down and Anthony squeezes my hand, he gives me a reassuring smile. We all walk on the bus and I sit all the way in the back. "Jaden where are you" I hear Anthony yell. "I'm in the back." I see Anthony run up to me a jump in his seat which earned him a giggle from me. He smiled at me, his smile was so cute and beautiful. "What the hell is going on with me. i'm straight, maybe every guy goes through this" While Anthony was making a tik tok I could feel myself getting tired.
Anthony's pov
  While I was making my tik tok I feel something lean on my shoulder, I look to see Jaden sleeping peacefully, he looked so adorable and cute. "Anthony what the fuck are you thinking you're straight." I thought. My thoughts were interrupted by the guys yelling who were sharing rooms. I want to get to know Jaden more so i'll share with him, i'm sure he will be fine with it,,, i hope. "Okay guys we've arrived to the hotel so get your suitcases and lets go." I hear Trent say. I look to see Jaden still sleeping peacefully, I really don't want to disturb him but we are at the hotel. I start to shake him but he won't get up. I shake him harder and he still isn't budging. I go grab mine and Jaden's suitcases and enter the hotel. I go grab two keys from the front desk and go put our luggage in our room. I run back outside and into the bus and carry Jaden bridal style. "Oooo look at Anfony and his boyfriend" Chase Keith says playfully. I start to blush and yell at them to shut up. I take the elevator to our room still carrying Jaden, he is surprising really light. I make it to the door and slide out key in. The door unlocks and I place Jaden in the bed, he starts to wake up. "Wha- I'm so sorry you didn't have to bring me up here you should've just woken me up" Jaden says. "Hey hey, it's alright I didn't mind." I lay down on my bed and go through my phone. I get a notification from Griffin saying that all the boys were going to taco bell to eat. Thank god i'm fricken starving. "Hey Jaden are you hungry? Do you want to go out with the boys to get some food at taco bell? " I ask. "No i'm not hungry" "But you haven't eaten all day how can you not be hungry" I say. "I don't know i'm just not hungry" Jaden says. I look at him with suspicion and tell him okay. "Well I can stay here if you want, you don't have to be alone" "No go out with them I know your starving i'm probably going back to sleep anyway" Jaden replies. I look at the clock, it read 9:57. "Okay well i'll see you later babe okay" I say feeling a little bad for leaving him alone. He blushes again. "ok" he says softly beginning to go back to sleep. I gently close the door and go to taco bell with the boys.
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𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬.