𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬//Janthony DISCONTINUED

chapter 11

hey guys, i know I've been gone for so long and i'm terribly sorry. I will continue on making chapters but i don't really have a schedule as of right now. This story will be written in third person for now on. It's good to be back, i've missed you all!

Jaden's gentle snores are what wake up Anthony but it's not like he minded, he thought it was cute. Anthony takes this time to really look at Jaden, take in all his features. Jaden looks so beautiful, delicate, almost like a flower. But his face didn't look like it usually does. His face didn't have his signature grin he makes while he sleeps. Instead, his eyebrows are creased down, along with the edges of his mouth. Jaden's face holds lots of emotions, emotions that show uncomfort, stress, sadness, defeat. The edges of Anthony's mouth also crease down, not very elated with the thought of Jaden's father causing this. Anthony runs his fingers through his boyfriends hair, trying to get the gloomy look to disappear.

Jadens eyes slowly flutter open, getting lost in Anthony's ocean-like eyes. Jaden thinks he can get lost forever in them. Every time Jaden looks up into those piercing blue orbs, time stops, everything stops. It's almost as if the couple are the only people in the world, it was comforting.

The rooms was silent, only noise coming from the deep breaths that come out the pairs mouth. Jaden feels secure in the arms of Anthony, he feels safe. Jaden tenses for a moment. Home, Jaden feels home. He's never felt that way before, it's been so long, it's frightening. He's missed the way his heart swells up with happiness in the presence of another. With those thoughts, Jaden's eyes fill up with tears, threatening to fall. Jaden is very aware that he has cried a lot during the time being on this tour. He feels incredibly guilty knowing that he relies on Anthony more than he should. Every time he has the agonizing lump in his throat, he desperately tries to get rid of his tears but this time, this time he just lets them fall. He can't help but let the joyfulness over throw his protective exterior he's built up for so long.

Anthony watches Jaden's tears fall with a look of concern written on his face. Before Anthony could ask anything, Jay sniffles with a laugh, "I'm just really happy." A smile spreads across Anthony's face, showing his dimples. "Yeah?" Jaden's smile widens "Yeah." Jaden pulls Anthony's rough, rigid hand from his curly, knot filled hair and into his own. Playing with his partner's rings, Jaden states "You make me feel things I believed I would never feel. I have spent the last 13 years surrounded by repugnance and hatred, I saw myself being surrounded by those forever." Jaden stops spinning the rings on Anthony's fingers and intertwines their hands together, their hands fitting into each others like puzzle pieces. Green eyes meet blue ones, both holding much more emotion than words can describe. "But you, you made me believe again. You made me believe I would one day be surrounded by love, affection, adoration, admiration. All because when I'm with you, I am engulfed with those emotions." The sincerity in Jaden's voice are what fills Anthonys eyes with water. "I don't know how you did it, but I am so grateful. Grateful to have someone as important as you in my life. Someone who makes me feel a little more confident than I have ever felt. Someone who has been there for me during my rough times. Someone who has shown me unconditional love." The tormenting lump begins to builds in Jaden's throat. "I love you Anthony." Those three simple but heart warming words are what cause salty streams of tears to go down Anthony's cheek. "I love you too Jaden, I love you so much." Jaden moves his face into the crook of Anthony's neck, giving it a small kiss. 

Silence once again fills the pairs room, a pleasant silence.  A silence that both boys could stay in forever. Not one of them had to talk, their actions showed their love and affection by itself. They begin to drift back to the dark abyss when they hear a knock on their door. Untangling himself, Anthony walks to the door and opens it. "You and Jaden have to get ready in 10 minutes or the bus is leaving without us" states Griffin. Anthony Stans there with a look of confusion on his face, "what time is it?" He swore they were supposed to leave later. "Its 11:47am dude, the fair opens at 12." Shock fills Anthony has he curses under his breath. "Okay we'll meet you guys back down in the lobby'" and with that Anthony shuts the door. "Jay we need to get ready, fast." Jaden doesn't understand why all of them have to leave as soon as the fair opens, some breakfast would be nice. Jaden slowly lifts himself off the bed and walks to his suitcase, grabbing a pair of black jeans and air forces while Anthony goes to the bathroom. Jay is dressed by the time Anthony comes out of the bathroom, laying backdown on the bed. He watches Anthony admirably. He watches Anthony pull the denim over his milky white thighs, wondering how he got so lucky. Anthony pulls on Jaden's pink sweater he wore the other day in a rush. "Okay let's go downstairs before the guys kill us" Anthony says out of breath. Jaden giggles while taking Ants hand into his and begins to walk down the hallway. 

Jaden begins to worry slightly, worry about Cynthia. He doesn't want the day to be ruined by her. He wants this day to be all about him and his boyfriend, but Jaden understands that Cynthia is still Anthony's friend and he's not the one to stand between friendships. Jaden's nails dig into Anthony's hands out of a nervous habit. Anthony releases their hands with a hiss. Jaden looks at Anthony sorrowfully, hating the way he accidentally hurt his boyfriend. "I'm sorry" Jaden quickly says, bringing his hand to his chest. "Whats a matter babe" worry shown on Anthony's face. Jaden looks down at the ground like its the most interesting thing. "I'm just a little worried that's all." Anthony sighs, engulfing his hand into Jaden's, already knowing what Jay is so worried about. "I'm not gonna let her ruin this for us okay?" "Okay" states Jaden. 

The pair walk down the stairs and into the lobby, seeing all the guys and Cynthia talking to each other. Griffin turns his head away from chaser and towards the couple. "Well look who decided to join us." The group giggles, well, everyone accept Cynthia. Jaden his behind Anthony, feeling more insecure under the glare Cynthia was providing the couple. "Ha ha ha" Anthony says with sarcasm. "You made us rush to get dressed, so why are we standing here?" Anthony asks rhetorically. Anthony walks out of the lobby and outside into the bus, his hand still attached to Jaden's. They take the seats all the way to the back of the bus. Both boys sit down, Jay's head resting on the shoulder of Anthony. "Sleep a little baby, you had a rough night" Anthony says softly, stroking his fingers through Jay's hair. With that comment, Jaden falls into darkness.

I know this chapter is a little short and I apologize for that, I am trying to focus more  improve on my writing. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!