I have lost who I once was and I do not remember who is to blame. I don't remember losing myself but I remember losing you. The one who held my head in his lap when I could do nothing but cry. The one who showed me how truly beautiful I am. The one who taught me to love myself by loving me. The girl I used to be no longer exists and I don't know why. Maybe she died along with our love. Maybe she ran away when I found someone new . Terrified of something new she fled into the darkness in search of you and was only greeted with a broken heart and shattered dreams.
