Luh Kel Imagines (Discontinued)

She's Depressed 🌀💙

Yn POV

The worst thing that you could ever feel is to not be wanted. You feel like people don't love you when they say they do. You feel like you ain't shit and you don't belong on this cruel and evil planet.

The people that you do fuck with will stab you in the back someday and end up murdering your own brother, just because he broke up with them. Now you were left alone all by yourself. Turran was my boyfriend and try's to comfort me but it doesn't work for me.

I'm depressed.

Deep, Deep, Depression.

I walked in the bathroom and changed to my shorts and bra. I looked in the mirror and a tear fell from my red, bloodshot eyes. Just thinking of my brother or even hearing the word brother made me upset.

I filled the bathtub up and sat in the water with my shorts and bra still on. I stared at the wall feeling nothing at all.

I slouched down in the water the point where my nose was above the water. I then closed my eyes and put my whole body underwater.

Thinking of ybn (your brothers name) made me feel like there was something missing from my heart that I needed to find but I couldn't or that will damage my heart even more.

I thought more and then thought about Willow and what she did to him. My eyes open and anger filled me. I came back up for air and coughed out the water and pushed my wet hair back.

I put my hands to my face and cried having mixed emotions.

Sadness and Anger.

I looked over to the sink and saw a razor that I used to shave my legs with and got up out the tub. I walked towards it and held it in my hand. I broke the razor apart and got the blade and walked back into the tub.

I put it to the side next to me and just stared at it.

I could have stopped Willow from killing ybn. I could have protected him. It should of been me instead of him.

I grabbed the blade and started to cut my arm. I winced at the pain but soon felt relief. The blood started to drip down to the water making the water bloody.

I then started to carve on my arm.

H...A...T...E

I relaxed back on the water and put my arm in the edge of the tub as the blood dripped down the tub and into the water.

I dropped the blade on the floor and felt emotionless. I closed my eyes and tried to not cry.

I then looked at the mirror and felt disgusted at myself. I got up and went over to the sink and leaned on it as I looked in the mirror.

I grabbed some scissors and started to cut my hair away. Every strand fell on the sink and on the floor. When I was finished I looked in the mirror and smiled a little.

I walked back to the tub and closed my eyes, wanting to be in a different world right now.

All of a sudden, I could hear Turran's voice.

Turran pov

When I walked into me and Yn's house, it was completely dark. I was curious why because usually the lamp would be on and Yn would be waiting in the couch.

I jogged upstairs and to our shared bedroom and saw the bathroom light on.

"Baby, you Okay in there?" I asked getting closer to the door. She didn't reply back.

I put my ear near the door and heard light cry's. I frowned not wanting to hear my shorty cry.

I took off my jacket and changed into some basketball shorts and not shirt and went into the bathroom to see something horrific.

My eyes widened and I ran near Yn while she was crying and hugged her. Blood was everywhere, she had cuts, most of her hair was gone, and when she looked at me her eyes were redder than a tomato.

"Yn, why would you do this to yourself?" I asked trying to hold back ten tears.

"I-I." She then sighed and looked at me with sorrow in her eyes.

"It was all my fault. I should of helped him, I should of protected him. It should have been me not him." She said, he voice cracking at every word. My heart shattered into a million pieces.

"Yn, don't ever say it was your fault. That bitch Willow did something really stupid that changed everyone's lives." I Said holding her hand and rubbing my thumb in a circle on her hand.

"You did all you could do. This wasn't a situation that Ybn put you in, nobody knew that it would escalate like that." I Said.

"Who the fuck would kill someone cause they got heartbroken. It was probably cause that crazy ass person did something stupid." She Said looking at the bloody water.

"Let me ask you something. Do you think Yn wants to watch you from heaven and see you hurting yourself?" I asked. (Sorry if I offended anyone that doesn't believe in any gods or has a different religion, just insert what you believe❤️)

"No." She gulped out.

"Exactly. He wants you to be happy. He might not be here now but he is in spirit. Babe, please don't do this to yourself, I love you too much to see you hurt yourself." I said letting a tear roll down my face. Her eyes widened at the tear.

"I'm so sorry, I loved you too." She Said getting out the tub and crying on my shoulder. I held her and rubbed her back trying to comfort her.

I then bandaged her up and she changed her clothes and we both laid in bed. She kissed my lips and I kissed back and she laid on my chest. We soon drifted off to sleep.

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