I love u so much it hurts

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Atlast Mishti gives in and confesses her love to Abir, she couldn't hide it anymore and tells him how much she loves him. It was like dream come true for Abir. He wants to go out and scream to the world and let everyone know that his Mishti loves him just the way he loves him, but then Mishti stops him saying that they should wait for Kunal & Kuhu to get married as they shouldn't cause any trouble for #KunKu. Abir agrees to this and embraces his love. There's no end to their happiness now.
#KunKu's wedding day is fixed and with every passing time both Kuhu & Kunal is getting more impatient about getting Mishti out of Abir's life. They insult Mishti whenever they get a chance & every time Abir Stands up for Mishti makes Kunal more annoyed. Then comes the final plan of BigBen and Kunal, they tell Kuhu that Kunal cannot marry her as Mishti will be in their life forever, Kuhu blames Mishti for everything.
Mishti promises Kuhu & Kunal that she will go away from their life but she cannot leave till the wedding coz she doesn't want the family to question her neither she wants Abir to be upset as he might not accept the decision and cause problem.
Mean while Mishti applies for a voluntary job in another NGO in Rajasthan. #KunKu wedding takes place and now Abir is all excited because he cannot wait to tell everyone about his happiness his love.
Mishti calls Abir and asks him to meet her in their usual spot near the lake.
Abir comes to the spot and sees Mishti already waiting for him he goes and back hugs her Mishti swiftly wipes her tears before Abir can see them.
Abir: So Angry chorni what happened suddenly that u asked me to meet u in the middle of the night.
Mishti: Abir how much do u love me?
Abir: I haven't weighed my love for u but I sure do know that now I can even give up living just to have a moment of love with you.
M: Abir if I ask for something would you give it to me?
A: just ask for it everything I have is urs infact I am urs
M: promise me Abir that you will give me what I ask for
(Abir little surprised with Mishti's behavior but promises)
A: ok I promise I will give u anything u ask for and Abir never breaks his promises.
(Mishti turns around and hugs Abir real tight and Abir still unaware of what Mishti is going to ask him, she looks at him runs her fingers through his hair)
M: I wonder how u will look in short hair? & I wonder how u will look in formal wear if u start wearing them everyday? (Mishti trying to start a conversation as she is scared of what she is going to ask for, Abir frowning at her)
A: hey Angry chorni I know u r jealous of my beautiful silky soft long hair and my care free fashion sense, that doesn't mean u r going to ask me to cut my hair and change my style.
M: Hahahahaha u think I'm jealous of ur hair and style? U r crazy Ajeeb Abir Rajvansh. (Mishti laughs and Abir looks at her amazed thanking his stars for giving Mishti in his life suddenly Mishti stops laughing and sees Abir's eyes brimming with tears and a drop rolls down his cheek)
M: Abir why are u crying? I'm sorry if I've hurt u.. I really didn't mean to change u or anything, I was just saying something for no reason.
A: sssshhhhhh (puts a finger on her lips) Mishti I don't remember when was the last time I felt so happy, I must've done something good in life that God sent me you.
(Mishti felt guilty she now has no clue how is she going to tell him what she is going to do. She looks at him longingly and kisses him and she does because she knows this might be there last kiss and Abir kisses her because he couldn't have enough of her. It was not a passionate kiss rather a kiss of love, of happiness, of pain)
A: Mishti I Love u and I promise I will keep u happy and be ur support all my life
M: Abir I love you too and I know you will support me for all my decisions. But promise me you will forgive me too?
A: why you saying something like that
M: Abir pls don't question me just promise
A: ok ok I promise I will forgive you
M: Abir I want to say something to u and u will have to keep ur promise
A: don't tell me u stole my clothes again?
M: Abir I'm serious.... Abir I'm leaving for Rajasthan  in the morning 7 o'clock
A: Rajasthan? Why? Are u going to see ur cousin there? Mishti it's not fair I thought we will spend time now and plan our wedding.
M: Abir I'm not going to see my cousin I'm leaving for good.
A: what? Leaving for good? What do u mean? What kinda joke is this?
(Mishti is not able to look at Abir and looks down trembling)
M: Abir I got a job in Rajasthan and I'm going there.
(Abir couldn't believe that Mishti didn't share this with him, not that he has any problem with Mishti working but atleast let him know)
Abir I just want u to know I love u more than my life but I've promised Kuhu that I will go away from her and Kunal's life. I cannot ruin their life.
A: and what about my life? My happiness? Did u not think once before u promised her? I am not going to sacrifice my love because of their insecurities. Let's go to my house right now and I will make it clear to everyone what u mean to me coz u mean the world to me.
M: Abir pls try and understand it's the best thing for both the families. I cannot break both the families, because of us so many ppl will suffer. Even u know ur mom and Kunal will never accept me in ur house. Not only that I've seen Insecurities in Varsha aunty's eyes.
(Abir stepped back not being able to understand the situation. He is shocked he is hurt he is heart broken. He starts walking and Mishti runs and pulls him by his arm)
M: Abir pls listen to me pls listen to me.
A: I don't think there's anything left, u took the decision of our life and I love u enough to give u the right to take the decision of my life.
(Mishti starts crying)
M: I'm sorry Pls forgive me, I know I've taken this decision and put ur happiness on stake, but I had no choice but to do this for our families' sake.
A: atleast u could ask me once
M: if I'd asked u would u let me do this?
(Abir was silent he felt somebody just stabbed him in the heart with an unsharpened knife which was making his heart bleed)
Abir pls forgive me I'm sorry
A: fine! I'll let u go and I will never ever try to contact u even if our path crosses I will not turn around to see u, till u come to me and ask me to break my promise. Mishti I will support u for everything because I love u, I will forgive u because I promised u but I can never forgive myself for not being able to make myself capable enough for u to believe that I could fix the problem.
M: Abir pls don't say that, u have proved urself enough but I can't let our families scatter like this.
A: then fine u do ur responsibilities and I will follow my heart.
Before u leave can I ask for something?
M: yes Abir
A: Pls hug me one last time before I break down
(Mishti hugs Abir tightly and they accept their fate)

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