Self Damage {Kiribaku}

The Opposite Of Jealousy

Kirishima leaned forward and kissed me on the lips. He sits back down as I lick my lips. I can taste the syrup from his pancakes. He starts eating his pancakes as I finish off my muffin. I sip on my coffee as I stared off into the window. I waited for Kirishima to finish his breakfast. I watched as a familiar silvered haired man walked into the cafe. Tetsutetsu noticed us and walked over.

As they laughed and talked to each other I felt cold. I remember the rumors about him from U.A, that he was gay for Kirishima. A normal boyfriend would be Jealous that they were talking but I just felt cold. Maybe he can take Kirishima and make him happy. Make Kirishima wake up from his love blinded dream and realize he was with a jerk. A horrible being who tosses people he cares about out like trash. Who is so broken inside that he tried to kill himself.

"Baku? You okay?" Said Kirishima snapping me out of my dark thoughts. "Yeah am fine" I said quietly. I noticed that  Tetsutetsu was gone. He was already eating at a different table. "I paid for us. Ready to go" said Kirishima worried. "Yeah lets go" I said standing up. Kirishima held the door for me as we walked out. "That was a good breakfast huh" said Kirishima as we made our way to my car. Kirishima took my hand into his as we walked. "When do you plan on moving?" He asked.

"Next week but you trashed the doors. I have to have them fixed and now Its not untill two more weeks" I said trying to sound angry. He chuckled. "Sorry, how about I replace them and help you find a place today" said Kirishima looking over at me. "Fine" I said as he let go. He smiled as he walked to the passenger side of my car. I sighed and unlocked the doors. I climbed in as shut my door as he dose the same. He kisses my cheek before I started up the car.

"Oh stop in there, they have doors" said Kirishima pointing at a store. I pulled into the parking lot. "You remember the size of the doors" said Kirishima as we walked way from my locked car. "Yeah" I said as he held my hand. "I know Mina was talking about a deal on doors last weekend" said Kirishima. "Why was she talking about doors?" I asked. Kirishima laughed. "She melted her door when her boyfriend surprised her" said Kirishima laughing.

We walked up to the doors and looked for the size. I saw a wooden green one for cheap that looked similar to the ones in my apartment. "These will do" I said looking at the item number. Kirishima looked over. "I guess" said Kirishima.
We went up to the nearest worker and told them we wanted to get the two doors. Kirishima paid and help me  get them to the car. I folded down the back seats and slid in the doors from the truck. I closed the trunk and we drove out to my apartment.

"I got the doors, you go up ahead and start unscrewing the old doors" said Kirishima opening the trunk. "Ok" I said walking up to the stairs. I get out a screw driver and start unhooking the doors. I got the one in the bathroom off just as Kirishima walked in. "Got the other one off?" He asked as I walked out to the living room. "Yep" I said as Kirishima kissed me on the cheek. "Alright I will get this door up, you got the bathroom door" said Kirishima taking a screwdriver. We went to work puting the doors in place.

I opened and closed the door before walking out to check on Kirishima. "You done as well" said Kirishima stacking the broken doors near the entrance. "I am going to put these in the trash down stairs be back in a flash" he said lifting them. "Okay I will start on lunch" I said walking to the Kitchen. I opened the fridge and decided to make steak and salad for lunch. I put the stakes on the pan as I pulled out veggies.

"Smells good" said Kirishima walking up from behind me. He hugs me as I flip the steaks. "Its almost done" I said ad he kisses my neck. "So tell me.. what was up with you back at the cafe?" Asked Kirishima. "Uh..what do you mean?" I asked turning the heat off. "Were you jealous of Tetsutetsu? When we were talking you started to space out" said Kirishima hugging me tightly. No I was not jealous...its the opposite of jealousy. "Nah I was just thinking about where I want to live next" I said as Kirishima kissed my neck again.