At the base of a mountain named Mary

My last good bye

My heart may cry

Relationships may die

And you may run away from me.

My soul is sad

My mind is mad

But it will not bring you back to me

Is this where it all ends?

Can we still be friends?

I don't blame you if you never want to talk to me

Even though you have made your self a part of me

I am not good for you

I am poison to you

When I would call

We would fight

And then we would be silent

Through the night

But I kept calling

Till you stopped texting

And then I stopped calling

Without you texting me

Why would you want to talk?

Why would you want to see my ugly face?

Why would you waste your precious time on me?

Why would you want to hear the shriek of my voice?

Why would you want to expose your self to the disease that I am?

Why would you want to keep me in your heart?

But for me you are still right here

But you are still here

Right where you have always been

You take the spot of a friend who has always been with me

Through the best and my worst

You have seen me laugh, fight, yell and cry

I protected you when your "best friend" turned her back on you

You protected me when my "true love" broke my heart

I yelled at you when I saw the cuts on your wrist.

You yelled at me because I was "too tough" to tell you my feelings

I stood by you as your mother kicked you out if your house

You stood by me when I lost what I had been working five years to get

I cheered for you when you where awarded all of those art awards

You cheered for me when I couldn't handle all of my sports awards

We lost our innocence to each other

You scared me when you told me you where pregnant

I surprised you when I said I was willing to take care of it

But it was just a joke and we laughed

But not I go back to my rhyme

Thank you for spending your time

To listen to what I have to say

And I am sorry that I can not stay

I am sorry

That this is my last Good bye