Diary of Jane

May 16

Today is the day. Today is the day that I finally get to meet the guy of my dreams. This week couldn't get any better. Not only did I graduate from high school last night but I get to meet the guy I've been searching for my whole life. My sister, Hannah, doesn't seem too supportive of me since she's sketchy because I've only talked to him online. He's sent me a picture of him.

So handsome.

Carson. Carson is the name.

Can't believe a guy like him could ever be seen with a girl like me. Loner. Sometimes I think it's too good to be true but why ruin a good thing. He wants to meet in a parking lot around 11 pm which is way past my bedtime. But for him, I would stay all night.

He's the one who gave me confidence. I used to hate myself and think that I didn't have a purpose in this world. But when I met him on that witchcraft chat room he changed my life around. Even though I wasn't that into witchcraft myself he's the one who explained everything and made it interesting. I remember I only looked up those things just to see what it was about but then it began to go on there just to chat with him.

I'm gonna bring my lucky journal. I want to document this moment and remember for the rest of my life.

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I manage to escape from my room through the window that leads straight into our driveway. Carson told me he wanted to pick me up but I start to walk a little down the road from where my house is.

I wait patiently as I sit on the side of my empty road which isn't unusual. Nobody comes around here. This side of town is almost hidden. Hope he doesn't stand me up.

There's a black car that's driving very slow and it seems like it's coming towards me. That must be him. This is it. This is my chance to finally find love. Can't lie, but I am a little nervous. So nervous that my stomach is getting knots.

Wish me luck.