Low Life (Ryan Sitkowski)

10

The next morning

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I woke up the next morning, sore as hell. Ryan wasn't in bed with me when I woke up. The room was clean and my bags were sitting by the bedroom door. I put on my glasses and picked my phone up off the nightstand, I guess he plugged it in for me because it was at 100%. I checked the time and it was 11:30am. I slept for fifteen hours, holy shit.

I got up and stretched. I went into my bag and put on a clean pair of underwear, bra and jeans. I went into Ryan's dirty clothes basket and pulled out the shirt he was wearing last night, it was so big on me that the sleeves came down to my elbows and was damn near a dress on me. I put on deodorant and brushed my hair. I dug my toothbrush and toothpaste and went across the hall to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I brushed my teeth and began my quest to find my boyfriend.

I found him in the living room, he was wearing a tshirt and basketball shorts. He was sitting on the couch, watching TV with Vinny and Ricky.

I sat down next to Ryan as Ricky and Vinny stared at me awkwardly.

"The next time you have sexual intercourse with Ryan, can you be quieter?" Vinny asked. I turned a bright shade of red.

"Maybe next time when I tell you guys to leave. You will listen." Ryan shrugged.

"Thank you for cleaning your room" I told Ryan.

"Our room" he corrected. I rolled my eyes.

"Thank you for cleaning our room" I told him, with a goofy smile painted across my face. My phone started to buzz. I looked down and saw that Jus was calling me on Facebook.

I got up and walked outside and sat in the same chair I sat in last night. I hit answer and was greeted with my husband's cute smile. It was dark where he was. He was still in his uniform, indicating that he was still working or just barely got off work.

"Hey baby" he greeted. I was shocked that he called since he told me not to talk to him when he was gone.

"Hey" I smiled.

"I'm in Poland, I landed last night and I've been go, go, go all day. I just got off work. I figured I'd call you and let you know" he told me.

"Alright, I'm in Pennsylvania with Ryan" I told him. His smile dropped a little.

"Is that why there's a bruise on your neck?" He asked, I completely forgot that Ryan bit me during sex last night.

"Yeah..." I told him quietly.

"I know you don't care but I love you and-" he said before I cut him off.

"Justin, I do love you. I don't need you guilt tripping me" I told him.

"I'm not guilt tripping you. I'm just telling you that you don't care that I love you because you're still fucking your little boy toy while I'm overseas and I'm paying for everything you have" he snapped.

"You told me to stay with Ryan to figure out where we stand" I reminded him.

"And? I'm still your fucking husband. You shouldn't have been fucking around on me to begin with and I didn't think you would actually take me up on my offer of staying with him to see how our marriage is after, which proves that you don't care about me" he replied.

"I'm done with this conversation, Justin. I love you, bye" I said before hanging up on him.

I got up and went back inside. I sat back down next to Ryan.

"Who was that?" Ryan asked as he picked up my hand and laced our fingers together.

"Jus" I replied. He rolled his eyes.

"What did he want?" He asked.

"To let me know that he's in Poland and to guilt trip me" I told him.

"Why would he guilt trip you?" Ricky asked.

"Because he's my more than likely soon to be ex-husband" I told him.

"You're married?" He asked. I nodded.

"Is Ryan why you guys are getting divorced?" Vinny asked.

"Yes." I replied simply.

"Ryan is Mr. Steal-yo-girl" he laughed. If they knew everything we have been going through. They would see that I'm a piece of shit who cheated on her husband.

I hope Justin leaves me alone for the rest of the time he's gone because I need a break from him fighting with me.