Play the song when I tell you to, do the song will match the mood
Once we leave the bathroom Lathan said he had to go to the store real quick, I said bye and that was that. I sat on the bed and decided I should tell sauve and jay about me blacking out when jay said "you want something to eat babygirl?" I looked up and he was staring at me, my blood started to boil. "Nigga don't call me that." I said giving him a pissed off look. "Alright ugly bitch." He said smirking but then I felt my self starting to black out, I was twitching.
Sauve pov/ That nigga Jay was gettin on her nerves, but then she started twitching, then he said "what the fuck is wrong with you, weirdo" y/n jumped off the bed and jumped on him putting him in a choke hold , putting a knife next to his neck. "Say one more fucking word and I'll slit your fucking throat" we all went silent, she started to cut his skin and he let out a scream when she did a lil twitch looked at me and him, and dropped the knife,
Your POV / I felt myself coming back to reality, jays neck was bleeding but not that bad, I told him to trust me and sit on the bed. I got a piece of towel paper and wet it a lil and got a band aid. I walked towards him when he flinched, I shed a tear and sauve whipped it off, "it's okay, please just explain what happened when your done"he said. I was quiet and wiped the small cut and put the band aid on it. "I wanted to talk to you guys about this right before jay interrupted about the food. When I feel disrespected I tend to black out , do some crazy shit and then come back to reality." They both just looked at me. "I'm so sorry" I said with another tear coming down my face , I gave jay a really big hug and we just stayed there.
Lathan pov /
I was at the store when I seen a fan, she asked to see my slurpe to take a pic with it, kinda weird but I had a weird feeling so I recorded everything on my phone, I took a couple sips and felt really really tired. I put my phone in my pocket and started to try to walk away when the fan grabbed me and put me in her car. I woke up about 2 hours later feeling disgusted. She was laying next to me. I slowly sat up and started punching that bitch dead in her face.
??- "stop, your hurting me!!"
"Why should I fucking stop your the crazy bitch that drugged me" I said I punched her once more and told her to never be in my sight ever again. I left and went in my pocket got my phone,.....it was still recording. I deleted it and went straight to our hotel , I walked in and seen jay and y/n hugging,
Lathan- "what the fuck"
Your POV/ I looked at him and my heart shattered. I broke down into tears and wouldn't stop crying,I couldn't breath and felt myself started to pass out. Then jay and sauve started hugging me. "Tighter" I said trying to calm down. Tear after tear, they just kept coming. Finally they let go, Lathan was about to walk up to me when I screamed "GET THE FUCK AWAY IM STARTING TO BLACK O" I started twitching and then I blacked out again.
Jays pov/ Once she said that I knew to get out of her sight, I went behind her when she pulled out a really tiny blade, she sat on the bed with blank eyes. Slowly she starting cutting. Lathan grabbed her hand and she did a small twitch,
Your POV/ I woke up and seen Lathan, I punched him in the top of his nose. My brother taught me that if I hit the right spot, the person would be left with 2 black eyes. He fell back,
Lathan- "y/n what the fuck is happening"
I felt a sting on my wrist , I looked down. Realizing what happened I looked up at him. "I have really bad anger issues. When I feel disrespected I tend to black out, lash out, then come back to reality. But not even my fucking mental disorder can comprehend the thought of fucking hurting you. Yet you walk in here all high and mighty with those fucking hickeys all over your neck." "How dare you" I said.
Lathan - "y/n I can explain , this crazy ass fan drugged me I had it all on tape"
Lathan pov/ I went to my phone and went to recently deleted I showed them all the video, but she left the room.
Your POV/ "I need the new phone, unless you aren't going to get it I need to call my brother." I said annoyed. They all gave me that fucking look again, "he's not going to kill y'all I just need to fucking vent before I black out again" Lathan handed me a thousand dollars and told me he thought I needed some space . He was right but I asked sauve to come with me, I put this on,
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Sauve put this on
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We walked to the apple store since it was down the street, and I got the iPhone XS Max in gold. Me and sauve where good friends so we talked and laughed the whole time.
Play song now
When we got back home I told them i was going to call my brother. But I wasn't I just went in the bathroom listened to music and cried. Was he telling the truth? How could this happen? Am I worthless? I'm all alone. I cried and cried for hours. They kept knocking at the door but I told them to leave me alone. The feeling of broken filled my body. I sat on the floor felling dead. I was sobbing loud now but I didn't care. Then I heard banging on the door. "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE" i said sobbing. I started crying louder. I felt like my insides where being ripped out of my body. Then I grabbed the blade, and started cutting. I wanted to die tonight. It was all my fault. I should've went with him. It's all my fault. Then I heard the door open, they picked the lock. I layed there, hid my arm and told them I was fine.
Lathan - "there's blood"
They all looked.
"Y/n your bleeding from somewhere" they all said,
I told them to leave me alone when jay grabbed my arm.
Jay - "come get up- OH MY GOD Y/N"
I looked down as Lathan and sauve rushed over.
Y/n- "it's not that bad I just want to sleep"
Then Lathan gave me a hug. "Give us a minute" he said. The boys walked out. Tears started to fall from his face. He gave me a really big hug and kissed my forehead. I could see the heartbreak in his eyes.
Lathan - " baby why would you do this, I love you so much. I know you don't trust me so you don't have to say it back but please don't ever do this to me again."
I nodded my head and went to the bed that me and him layed in. I cuddled up with him and went to sleep.
