"lets go for a date!" seokjin wrapped his arms to your petite body making you stumble at the force of his weight on you.
You smiled,just a little at first but it starting to grow wider,pressing your rosy cheeks up and slowly revealed your teeth like a perfect pearl necklace.Finally the smile reached your eyes,lighting them causing them to crinkle at the corners.
In that moment he is everything i have ever hoped for,he is everything i would ever need.
"but i have to go to work baby.." you softly rubbed his hand,hopefully he can understand your situation.
"noooooo" he pouted,groaning like a 3 years old boy seeking for his mom's attention.
"alright alright,i'll go after work ok?"
"promise?" oh his dreamy eyes never fail to make me fall in love with him over and over again.
"i promise!" you chuckled then averted your eyes to your work back.
"can i ask you something?" he took his place next to you while his hand softly brushed some hair strand that scattered all over your face.
"what is it?"
a moment of silence before he finally exhales a question.
"do you love me?"
Your eyes abruptly shifted to him.
"you know the answer already.why did you even bother to ask?"
"i don't know,i just wanted to.." he slightly smiled.Deep down you know something's wrong.
"by the way,i gotta go.see you at 5 love!" he continued and walk away leaving you with millions of unanswered question.
"do you love me?"
i do ,
wholeheartedly .
It was already pass 5,you tried to call him but he didn't pick up.
"pick up the phone you old man!" you groaned in frustration,tapping your finger on the table.
"hey babe,im sorry for being late" finally!
"where have your been?"
"i have something to settle just now. " nervously running his hand through his hair.
"you ok?" his eyes filled with invisible worries that he didn't have the intention to share it with you but you can sense it.
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"im ok princess. don't worry!" he retorted , pressing a smile to you.
you crossed your arms and glared at him. he grinned,reaching for your hand to convince you that everything is ok. You relent with a sigh,following his foot steps.
"where are we going?"
"our first place"
"huh?" you furrowed your eyebrows, having no idea what he's talking about. He remained silent until both of you reached a familiar theme park.
Our first meeting.
"remember?" he looked around with a smile forming on his face.
The familiar air around us was still a mixture of cotton candy and coffee.You smiled as the memories finally plays again.
"it's been 3 years since our first meeting huh?" he continued, enclosing his finger around your palm. You nodded and took a look at him.
The way his lips lifted upward.The way his one left dimple crinkles.The way his teeth are perfectly aligned.The warm glow of his happiness gives.His smiles is a ray of sunshine.
seokjin, you are my happiness.
"and this will be our last meeting...." he exhales before looking straight to your eyes. His smiles faded, slowly letting go your hands.
"what do you means?" you swear to god your heart broke in a split seconds and tears ready to fall in any seconds.Your voice was shaking.
i didn't know that a line of words can brake my heart soo bad.
"i signed a contract with a music company,and...." he paused, gather all of his remaining strength to speak again.
"the company asked me to focus on my future carrier first before having any relationship" he turned his body towards you.
"so you're breaking up with me?"
"for now,yes."
"wow kim seokjin..you're really the best." you scoffed. The annoying smirk plastered on your face. You was fighting between to cry or just gonna slap him at that time.
"can't you wait for me? i promise you i'll find you back after that.Give me time y/n" he briefly reach for your hand but you quickly take a step back.
"for how long? a year? two? or five years?" you almost shout at him but still control your anger as the pass-by started to look at your direction.
"baby please-"
"no,you listen to me.if you really want to go for your dream,i won't hold you.But that doesn't means i am able to wait for you.If you think by breaking with me will make you focus more for your carrier then just go.I'll never be your second choice."
his eyes were full with tears and starting to drop one by one as he keep on holding it for quite some times.
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"and i'm afraid i'll lose you forever..." you continued before walking away from him.
"im so sorry,my love..." words that he blurted out right after your figure disappear from his sight.He knew he'd lost his one and only source of his smile.
what hurts is that we never really said goodbye.we just kind of ended.
